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Why do I hate drugs so much?¿?
Occasional recreative use of xtc or whatever doesn't really bother me..
But I can get Very Annoyed and Pissed off finding out that someone is relying on drugs to make him feel happy or numb.. I can't think of any bigger turn off than that..
And why? I always try not to judge people.. try to keep in mind that everyone has their own reasons for doing what they're doing and believing what they believe in... But as soon as I hear that someone is on drugs.. most of my interest in that person is lost.. They might still be a good friend and fun to be with and talk with n stuffz.. but I shall never let them to be a real close friend of mine..
There is this guy I have on my msn.. I met him about 3 or 4 years ago.. We have a really cool relationship.. the first half year it was horniness to the max.. we were on the phone for hours every day and it always ended in a mindblowing orgasm!.. But along the way something's changed and we grew to be more sister/brother.. All this time i still havent met the guy, because there really isn't any need to. We both know that we will click irl instantly as we do now, so it really doesn't matter wether we meet or not.. We still call eachother, chat with eachother(not as much as we used to) and without knowing eachother we know that if either one of us is ever in trouble the other will be there in a flash..
Now. He's a Bodybuilder. A big one. He's a party-animal as well. All the big raves, kinky houseparties, etc.. I knew that he does drugs on those.. xtc.. ghb.. whatever.. And I don't really care.. It's almost common.. Everyone does it and it's not a shame anymore. And because it's not every weekend, who cares?
But yesterday we were talkin.. and he was tellin me how horny he's been the past couple of weeks. He asked me if I was still on the site that we met on and if I'm still gettin' any like I always used to.. I told him I moved to this site and he wanted to have the address cuz he really needed some tight wet pussy to fuck.. I thought it was because of the weather maybe and then he said 'no I know exactly what's causing it'.. But he didnt go into it any further.. grmpfff prick.. to tell me later on that he's on Steroids.. Fuckin asshole!
He's been on them before when he just started bodybuilding when he was nineteen.. He wanted to measure with the big boys.. and then he could, but he's also told me about all the badd baddd stuff that it caused as well and that he'd never ever go there again...
And now... ?
"Yeah, well I've been through a rough couple of months (chick-trouble) and I lost 15kilo's in the past 9 months.. now I've already gained 5 back in three weeks.. "... Yeah, congrats man! #$%^@#%@!$#^& *sigh*..
Really.. I think drugs are for the weak and spineless people. It is a sign of weakness. Maybe that's why it's sucha turnoff.
This guy that I met on here.. I think I called him Mr. G before.. he said that I can't say anything about it because I've never tried it. But I really disagree with that. I said: "I don't need to make a war to know that I'm against it! I don't need to kill a person to know that I'm against it!! I don't need to eat shit to know that I won't enjoy it".. (Oh and I don't need to have kids to be able to say something about raising them either!!)
Some people are just so f*cking #$^!@#$%@!%$#$^% narrow-minded its frustrating!!! *deep breath*
Then Mr. G. started saying all things about how usefull war can be just to get on my nerves hahaha and I bit and well it was really funny. But in the end.. I still believe that I don't need to know what effect drugs can have on ur mind/body and still I can say (with right) that I think it's bad and stupid to do it.
Don't get me wrong.. nothing against popping an xtc when u go to a party (if that's what u need to enjoy yourself (quite pathetic as well actually, but ok).. But its the druguse where people start to depend on the drugs to make their lives bearable that really gets on my nerves.
Yeah and I have lots more to tell (about my weekend too) but it's my day off and the sun is shining (Again!!!) so I'm off to the garden again
7/10/2006 11:40 am
Make love not drugs|
-Vaihtelu1969 to spice you up-
7/11/2006 3:41 am
Sun and the garden sounds like a far nicer option...|
7/11/2006 2:42 pm
Like your 'attitude/position' towards the addictive use of drugs.|
Seen some of those die early when using them for extra power in what ever.
Sun rays and a simple touch of a caressing hand will do much better.
7/16/2006 2:25 pm
~*~ Vaihtelu- Lots of LOVE |
~*~ Frangi- Yes.. It is, and I'm still enjoying it every day
~*~ Pete- I guess exactly that simple touch is what some people miss which makes them seek consolation in drugs or sth.. ?