SxyCrazyCool 38F
633 posts
11/21/2005 4:23 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


I know it's late and I should actually already have been asleep, but I just read something that put tears to my eyes..

As I'm writing this I realize that I took my last pill yesterday and my period is coming up.. Normally Im quite capable of keeping my emotions under control (sadly enough).. And then I read this thing someone wrote for me.. And I realize.. someone at the other side of the world, read what I wrote and he took the time to write something for me.. Something for me to learn from..

And this afternoon I was talking with my ..umm.. helper.. I came in.. sat down.. and he asked me: "So whats up?.. Anything new?".. I was silent for several minutes and he said: "Two words.. what comes to mind?".. -silence-.. "Three words: I am alone."..

I have more to say but I really have to sleep..

Many thanks to that person who wrote to me..

longer_stronger 44M

11/23/2005 12:15 pm

kan me helemaal indenken...aandacht met de juiste timing is ook heerlijk en kan je weer helemaal op het goede been zetten. Het zijn vaak kleine dingen die je helemaal weer doen opleven of dingen doen beseffen. Zoveel mensen, zoveel te leren van elkaar. Ik hoop dat het goed met je gaat. Ga door, lees je blog graag in stilte...

HedonisticGuy69 46M
90 posts
11/25/2005 8:21 am

SxyCrazyCool, ummn sounds too impersonal so I will just call you Jenny, we are not alone even if it feels like we are, some of the time or most of the time.
If you investigate Carl Jung's ideas then mayhaps you will also realize that we are all connected, that we share a collective consciousness, even if most of the time we aren't aware of this.

SxyCrazyCool 38F

11/25/2005 11:38 am

That is exactly what my friend/helper/guider says! His website (translated into english) is called: weareone.something
I think I get the global idea of what it means, but to realize it completely is way over my head at this moment.. lol i'm too busy investigating (is that the right word?) myself and soulsearching (damn I can't xpress what I mean in english!)..
Same like I started watching: What the bleep do we know, and I turned if off after ten minutes, because the realization that all that could be real and true was just too much for me at that moment. I still have to watch it now, lol but im stalling hahaha .. soon though..

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