Totally Embarrassed!  

Sweetpickles69 47F
4147 posts
6/14/2006 9:17 am

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6/18/2006 8:27 pm

Totally Embarrassed!

Everyone's been asking how a recent camping trip I took, went. It was fun, & lots of people showed up, but I broke 2 lawnchairs!! The first night! I know I was the fattest girl there, but then to break 2 chairs!! This is a common problem with us BBW's! The rest of the campout I felt pretty bad. I even left early, saturday night in the middle of the night. I also felt it was becoming a challenge to remain social. I'd try & start a conversation with someone, but it seemed I was doing all the talking, guess I wasn't anyone's "body type" again. They were all probably laughing their asses off behind my back anyway. I wanted to ask one guy for a motorcycle ride, but after breaking a chair right in front of him, I was too ashamed. No biker wants a fender bunny as fat as me. Oops! Here I go again, getting depressing! I know I shouldn't blog when I'm in this mood, but how else can I get it out! Most of you just don't know how horrifying life can be for a BBW! At least one of the chairs was mine, I never found out who other chair belonged too, I was too embarrassed to ask around. If I broke your chair, I owe you a new one, & I'm deeply sorry & embarrassed!


lightswitch1963 68M/53F

6/14/2006 11:28 am

We blob that (get us out here) in a blue mood...After word we relazied it brings people down..Most of the time we are real up beat..Blog land is the place.........tomorrow will be better.........
You know there are some men that only want BBW.......HE'S OUT THERE..
Until then we are here in blogland enjoy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We'll leave the light on for you................

campnhappy 46M

6/14/2006 12:01 pm

Shit happens. And nobody was laughing at you. Dust yourself off and move on. There are more meets this weekend that you'll have to liven up.

kinkybutcute27 38F
23 posts
6/14/2006 2:39 pm

Ohhh, sweets! I know exactly how you feel! It is I have come to realize...not as many people cared as you think. Lawn chairs break...they're crappy furnitire anyway! If you ask me you did them a favor by getting rid of Chin up, will all be OK. You are a very pretty'll be just fine.

countryheart_71 45F
8082 posts
6/14/2006 3:57 pm

I wouldn't let it bother you too much. You are a great person. I enjoyed meeting you finally. There's always a new day just around the corner!


Sweetpickles69 47F

6/14/2006 7:48 pm

Thanks! You are all so kind! Makes me feel better knowing my blog fans won't let me down!


lightswitch1963 68M/53F

6/14/2006 7:55 pm

Mrs. L here, don't feel bad. I was 80 pounds heavier when I met Mr. L. My mother-in-law gave me a book by Bragg. I drank 8 oz water, 1 tsp. apple cider vinegar, and 1/2 tsp. honey 3 times a day at room temp. It didn't taste real good, and worked slow........but it worked. I promise I'm not being mean, Lord knows that's the last thing you need. My in law loved me, that's why she gave it to me. I won't say you have to do it, but it did wonders for me. I weigh 80 pounds less, and my self esteem went way up.

rm_nebuck1000 49M

6/14/2006 11:32 pm

You got that right spunky,hey SweetP don't worry yourself over that you know you've got it goin' on and we know it.Just keep your head up and things will be better tomorrow.

cuteNEway 41F

6/17/2006 4:20 pm

I know girl. I know exactly what you go through. I'm always "the fattest girl" I'm always "the fat friend" I'm always the "I've never had sex with a fat girl before"

I hate assholes that treat you like second class citizens! They do it so that people don't think they want you just because they're having a conversation with you. They're also afraid that you'll take an instant liking to them because they granted you the privilege of a conversation.

You don't need people like that in your life. They are superficial assholes that can go straight to hell. It was the same way when we had M&Gs in NYC. GOOD RIDDANCE to them!

company_od 42M
70 posts
6/17/2006 10:38 pm

Well this is a perfect post to say hi under. I saw your pic on the top blogs and had to find out a bit more about such beauty. So I'd only worry about ya breaking hearts instead.

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