My fantasy  

Sweetgenie_girl 41F
326 posts
8/16/2005 10:36 pm

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My fantasy

So today after declining an AdultFriendFinder member’s invitation for a quick f**k, I was practically accused of being a cock teaser. His objection was that as a member of AdultFriendFinder, it was my obligation to leave all morals and inhibitions out of the room. So what that he is married? So what that I don’t know the dude? So what that I feel no physical nor sexual attraction to this guy? It seems that as a member I should just lie there and spread my legs.

The thing is I can be as kinky or uninhibited as the next girl. I too have fantasy of having sex in a dark alley with a beautiful total stranger. And I especially love the thrill of getting intimate in a place where I risk getting caught. But, there are periods in my life where I don’t want to be f**ked but made love to. As a member of AdultFriendFinder, am I not allowed to want and expect that?

Am I not allowed to be intimate with a man whom I feel attracted to, who sends exciting chills down my spin whenever his hands come in contact with my skin, a man who finds me beautiful because of my eyes, my smile, the soft curves of my body and my mind. Am I not allowed to live out my fantasy?

The one where we both stand in front of each other and his eyes peer down at me and stare intensely. I shift, almost uncomfortably, trying to hold his gaze and curse myself when my body shivers with anticipation. He touches my face, softly caressing my eyes, my cheeks, my lips and letting his hands wondering down from my neck to the curves of my breasts and his hands rest there, only for a moment but long enough to get me aroused. And then he kisses me with his warm lips and discovers every part of my mouth and with his tongue promises endless pleasures. As his kiss quickens, I am taken by an overwhelming need to devour him, to explore every inches of his body, with my lips, with my tongue and with my own body. He guesses my thoughts and brings me closer to him as he slowly and skillfully undresses me. I stand there, naked in front of this beautiful man. I hear myself moan as he teasingly pinches my nipples and torments me with tickling caresses on my back, my butt and my round belly. Finally, he rids himself of his own clothes as my fingers discover his engorged member.

What I feel in my hand almost brings me to pure ecstasy as he’s built like a stallion. He groans as my hands make the journey through his long, erected shaft, throwing back his head and allowing me to suck the soft skin of his neck. I kneel in front of him and my tongue explores his muscular thighs and taut buttocks. To me, he is beauty and I become desperate to feel this man inside of me.

I lay down on the bed, where I seductively stare at him. I spread my legs, showing my willingness, but he wants to take his time and taste me some more. With soft kisses he slowly moves down my body, kissing my breasts, licking my belly, caressing my inner thighs with his lips. His hands follow behind as he strokes and kneads. Taking his sweet time, he descends to the mound of my sex and pushes his tongue deep inside.

Climaxing rapidly, I clap his head as he hungrily laps at my bud, gently pushing the lips apart to get a deeper lick.

He senses that I am about to cum, raises himself up and he slowly drives his cock inside my wet vagina. He moves with long and slow strokes, which make me moan in utter delight. As my body begins to shiver with the anticipation of the orgasm to come, he rams his cock harder and faster, passionate, strong strokes almost sending me over the bed as he claps my hips with his hands. With a long, deliberate, fervent stroke, he drives one more time deep inside of me, triggering in both of us pure, exhilarating, orgasmic release. We cling to each other, sharing this moment of ecstasy and then slowly abandoning ourselves in each other’s arms, as he smothers my neck, shoulders and breasts with feather light kisses.

So that’s my fantasy. Turns out that a kinky girl like me wants to engage in tacky, romantic lovemaking sessions.

Well, I off, Sweetgenie is going to enjoy some “alone time”

PassionateBeat 44M

8/17/2005 5:32 am

Well Sweetgenie_girl, loveliest of ladies.
You have full, unrestricted rights to have principles and you should stick to them...
Nobody has the right to take that from you or to expect any less than your respecting yourself.
People that dont respect you are surely the ones that dont deserve your attentions, may they be friendly attentions or more.

People that dont take you seriously dont deserve to be taken seriously or to be thought of a second time.

There is nothing wrong with wanting to be romantic and wanting to make love instead of simply wanting to rutt like an animal... there is usually more foreplay involved ...

Have a nice one and I hope that when you return all will be better

1586 posts
8/17/2005 3:36 pm

Sweetgenie -

I am thinking of starting a support group for women that have been accused of all sorts of horrible things by some of the men on this website.

Someone I turned down said that I wasn't interested in him because I was "unsure of (my) sexuality" and probably didn't like men at all.


I love men. Assholes? Not so much.

Anyway, stick to your principles as PassionateBeat said.

Sweetgenie_girl 41F

8/17/2005 7:23 pm

PassionateBeat and DCEbony,

Thanks for the support and yes I'm keeping my morals!

DCEbony, tell me this, why whenever you're not interested in a guy he assumes that YOU are the problem instead of HIM? Like it's totally inconceivable that HE might not be attractive!?!

And let me know if you start your support group, I'll be the first one to sign up!

rm_Lil_Kamron 36M
1 post
8/31/2005 11:33 am

I really enjoy reading your blogs. They are funny and filled with drama. Keep it up.

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