The sunday drive home  

SweetWetSpot4U 46F
33 posts
1/23/2006 4:19 pm

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9/14/2006 12:02 am

The sunday drive home

I absolutley hate leaving, after such a great weekend meeting people having fun being with him. I fight it, knowing I have to, I need to I should, get some sleep before work Monday. So I give in & leave, still hating it, he has to shut me in my truck & lock the doors, thats when its the worst because I know theres no more winks, smiles & kisses not for another 6 days 4 hrs 10 mins....... Lmao
I feel like a highschool girl not just when I am around him I ride all the way home with that warmth from being with him, I still get butterflies when I hear my phone say its him calling or when he calls me darlin I just sigh & inside I melt, its so ridiculous I am 35 havent I outgrown this silly shit? obviously not.
Because every Sunday when I make that long drive home I watch the lights shine thru the windows & the exit signs fly by, slowing just a little, wanting to turn around & go back, to be with him, but I know I need my sleep he has his obligations as a dad & me not wanting to manipulate all his time no matter how much I really want to go back I just keep on driving feeling warm all over & wondering why it soo hard for me to tell him, its just words right??


1MassiveWetSpot 50M/46F  
7 posts
1/24/2006 9:03 pm

I totally and uterly understand how you feel. I so hate closing and locking the door as I send you home. Time will not be manipulated but an addition to my other obligations... A well needed addition.

We all have things that we have to do in life. It is the choices that we make that makes us who we are...


Massiveone89475 50M

1/24/2006 9:06 pm

I totally and uterly understand how you feel. I so hate closing and locking the door as I send you home. Time will not be manipulated but an addition to my other obligations... A well needed addition.

We all have things that we have to do in life. It is the choices that we make that makes us who we are...


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