On Top of Things  

SunneyOne 43F
2146 posts
7/21/2005 3:05 pm

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On Top of Things

So I had a revelation recently that was somewhat religious for me. Since this is a rather anonymous type of thing here, sort of, I’m doing the therapeutic thing and spilling it.

I have never liked being on top for sex. Never. I’ve given every excuse in the book, my most common being a bad knee. I’m not good at it. It doesn’t feel right. Whatever. I have not ever liked it.

I spent some hours with Dre (obviously not his real name) recently and came to the realization that I like being on top. Granted, its still not as good as from behind. But, I like riding him. This caused me to think, why him? Why do I like it with him when I never have before? Is it his most lovely cock, just slightly too long, very thick and curved downward just a bit? No. This is what it is.

I’m not worried about squishing him.

Dearest readers, what you cannot tell by my very small picture is that I am not a very small girl. I am a big girl, curvy, voluptuous, phat (hate that word), BBW, whatever. That’s me. I like men with nice bodies. Don’t even get me started on the double standard, I just do, damnit. While I have dated men before with nice bodies, I have never ever slept with someone who was as muscle-y as Dre, or who I truly knew was WAY stronger than me. I’ve always thought that at the very least I could hold them down. There’s none of that with Dre.

He’s a big boy, muscle-wise, wicked strong and quick. He has things, including me, well in hand and under control. So, I can lean on him, all my weight on his chest and he doesn’t gasp. I can sit, all the way down not holding myself up at all, on his hips (read, cock) and he isn’t squished. What’s more – when I do that, he can tighten his thighs and actually raise me off the bed…floor…couch…where ever. I can put my hands in his and lean all the way back without worrying if he can hold me, if I’m hurting him, anything. I can crawl all over him, and not only can he take it, he likes it.

I feel like singing a hymn or something. Amazing Strength, how strong thou art, that alloweth me to be on top. Bliss…

makemecumallovr2 30F
1 post
7/21/2005 5:57 pm

Good for you! You should have someone who appreciates your natural beauty in all aspects; but especially your natural curves that some may neglect. Happy for you!

AltumHunksUnite 53M

7/21/2005 7:08 pm

well then, this explains why you haven't been here for a while

Let me drive. I like the view

patsam69 51M/51F

7/26/2005 1:16 pm

awesome! I , myself am on the larger side..and to be appreciated for who you are and be comforable in your own skin with a sex partner is the best thing of all!!!

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