Expecting the unexpected  

Straycatsetsuko 61F
7/23/2005 10:52 pm
Expecting the unexpected

I came back here to Ohio, on my own for the first time in my life at 47, looking for something, not sure at the time what. It's been a long road, building my life here, I've had to be tough when I was really fragile, energetic when I felt I had no more strength, but, overall, it was a good move.

I've built my own life here, and love it. I have my cottage in the woods, the river nearby, and I love sharing this beautiful place with my friends, but I never really shared it with anyone until the Rockdancer came.

He's a sturdy man, thin, but muscular, on the tall side of average, strong, talented. Intelligent man, but not overly book-learned. As well. College rots the brain.

We walk in the woods. I show him the neatest bugs I've found here. We talk about everything and nothing. He's made love to me in my bedroom, in my living room, and by the river...

It was dark that night, no moon, we were behind some overgrowth I've yet to clear. I'd handed him a blanket to put down. His eyes gleamed in the dark, we were surrounded by clouds of fireflies, the frogs were singing. His hands were warm on me, his breath, sweet, as he rolled me off the blanket, and slid inside me. It was wonderful.

I didn't expect to find something like this here. I didn't know if I could handle a relationship, but, regardless, wanted to deal the physical urge. I put an ad on this site, met some men, some just wanted to talk about meeting, others, well, how different do dicks look? One is much the same as another in a picture. If this is all you got, well, better wink at someone else.

And then, Rockdancer. Oh, he sent me the obligatory dick picture, I ignored him until he sent a picture of his face.

I didn't expect this. I expected a boink. I look at a picture I have of him, and ponder. Who are you? Where'd you come from? I don't recall seeing you on my dance card. Are you really attracted to a tough, pot-smoking, semi-feral old hippie like me?

But he is here, in my life, and I'm just fine with that.

playfulwithyou33 56F
961 posts
7/23/2005 11:46 pm

Here's to happiness!

YourHandyMan4 60M
103 posts
7/24/2005 4:50 am

always when you least expect it ,Love sneaks up behiend and taps you gently on the shoulder ,who among us would not turn and follow our heart.......

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