Oh welll Permanently captured PMS....  

StrangeSexFriend 47M
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1/9/2006 7:24 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Oh welll Permanently captured PMS....


Jeez, did I write all that as an intro blog? lol. Oh well, sooooooooo, touchy aren't I? Strange period of time....my friend is dating a trannie and I hardly ever even see or hear from him anymore....poor baby me, I guess...lonerly...lol...a girl I care about is having a majorly hard time with depression and wont return any messages I send her and I'm worried and there is nothing I can do...I hear things about her from people and they say her whole personality is changing for the worst and it sucks...she was so sincere, caring and genuine that a person could sometimes had trouble believing she was real but she was...and now she's "going away"...not coool, Not. My former sponsor in NA that I've known for about two years, very cool guy, very passionate about recovery when I met him who was clean for five years and started drinking and getting high again. A person I met and barely got to know that I wanted to who was involved in work for the homeless and disadvantaged, no cooler person alive, is breaking up with his long time mate and has taken a six month medical leave of absence, he was skinny as a rail and I've heard secondhand (again) that he's even lost more weight, he's doing very badly too and there never was a more exuberant person and he's gone now too...everyone is disappearing under "circumstances". This sux. I have two friends that I've known since 1993. One of them, in 2003 became the first man I ever had anal intercourse with and its changed almost everything, my whole life went into a tailspin and I'm finally stabilizing from all those changes And Now the other one I've known that long is talking about he's interested in me and all I can say is "What the hell this time?" If this happens What Now?...Therapist here I come I guess. Jeez. ttyl.

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