What's a gal to do?  

SquirtinCummer 50F
67 posts
7/30/2006 11:27 pm

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8/5/2006 2:58 am

What's a gal to do?

So, still hurting - still a bit of a basket case, still thankful for good friends who keep checking up on me.

Good things:
Accepted new job offer - will make more $$$ and have less shit to deal with


Bad things:
Stomach doesn't handle the heartache stress - can't eat, always in the crapper


stupidly wishing the idiot would miraculously call & say the right things - god I'm dumb.

So - what's a girl to do? Well this one went shopping on adam & eve & just ordered some new toys - real cheap too! So in about a week I am going to need to make sure I have plenty of batteries stocked up!!!

So maybe the heart will still hurt - but the rest of me is going to feel good - even when I am all alone

rm_annalee79 34M/37F
34 posts
7/31/2006 12:47 am

you go girl. the heart will go on and so will your toys if you stock them with energizer

SirMounts 102M

7/31/2006 1:07 pm

Oh, I'm sorry that you're feeling badly. *gentle hug*
But I am glad that you are... making provisions, to feel better. *winking*

SquirtinCummer 50F
26 posts
7/31/2006 2:04 pm

thanks Anna & Sir, I getting a little better everyday, but healing takes time. I just keep telling myself that it's his loss, not mine - he IS SUCH a commitment phobe that telling someone he wants them in his life is too much to ask for - his loss.

Thanks for the hugs & moral support

SirMounts 102M

7/31/2006 2:22 pm

Well good. *smiling* ...you're welcome, SquirtinCummer.

ebandit_64 52M

7/31/2006 5:04 pm

In times like this, it's good to have a friend to lean on. You've been through hell with Butthead, the car, the house. Have fun with your toys . You need a break. Look to the future as things re turning around for the better, a new job, new friend, new possibilities for you. Enjoy all of your new found joys, you deserve it.

rm_guitardog1 61M
4 posts
8/1/2006 3:37 pm

Life goes on, cutie. You'll survive & find a better one. Wish I lived closer & could give you hugs of encouragement, & more.

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