Lonely but never alone  

SpaceRangerNJ 55M
2357 posts
11/9/2005 9:05 pm

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Lonely but never alone

Well, my extended weekend without the family being home is over.
I was unable to set up a meeting with anyone on AdultFriendFinder and take advantage of my freedom. Went out with a single friend in search of companionship, or at least a litte playful flirting. Neither of us are any good at the bar scene. Although I did get to flirt with a 19 year old while working a construction job. Oh to be 20 years younger!
On one of my evenings home alone I felt so lonely my body actually hurt. Anyone ever have that feeling?
But I did happen on to some blogs which lets me know that my marrital situation and the hopes of adventure when on a break are by no means unique.
See blogs for greeneyesatl05 and boredhousewife30.
So although I am lonely, I am by no means alone.
Which certainly is comforting.

PailsDiverHonks 55F

11/10/2005 3:41 pm

Nope you are not alone.

I feel fortunate that I have met someone off this site and I can see him during the days when hubby is at work.

I don't ever recal feeling so lonely my body hurt. I just don't let my self get to that point.

Good luck on your search.

SpaceRangerNJ 55M
4687 posts
11/10/2005 11:55 pm

Thanks for your well wishes.
I wish I had a choice to not let myself get to such a lonely state. That's what makes it worse. I just don't seem to know what to do. It's that hopeless feeling.
What's that I hear? Could it be the smallest violin playing for me?
Ah, the sun will come out tomorrow, stiff upper lip and all.
Off I go then.

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