"The Bully" ...a true story, and why i hate bullies so much...  

Sorceror07 54M
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1/26/2006 10:11 pm

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"The Bully" ...a true story, and why i hate bullies so much...

when i was a kid, i was small for my age, and i was also quiet, shy, and very non-athletic... an easy target for Joe, the neighborhood bully.

starting when i was 12, joe picked on me... he took great sadistic delight in it, harassing me nearly every day for about a year and a half, possibly almost 2 years.

once high school started i was getting more independent, i was the oldest of 3 kids and my parent's had opened up their own office which kept them out of the house all the time, i was basically in charge and forced to start growing up. joe was becoming an impossible nuisance for me. i was getting aggravated... to the point of boiling over... i had to deal with this problem, i knew it, i resolved myself to it... it wasn't going to go away by itself and reasoning with him never got me anywhere...

it was the first week or two of high school... i had a peaceful summer of "no joe" as there was no school, over the summer i decided that if joe resumed picking on me i would do something... i had fantasized about killing him hundreds of times...

once high school started, he resumed his bullying activities, i wasn't the only one he picked on either, i was his favorite target though. and he started on me again.

one day, i was walking home from the bus stop and he followed me home, picking on me, pushing me, ridiculing me the whole way... i noticed a girl, standing by her house watching us, her name was lisa and i had a kind of a crush on her, and she was watching... i knew i couldn't allow this to go on, i had to do something NOW. looking cowardly in front of her was more than i could bear...

joe and i were 3 houses from my house, standing in the swale between the sidewalk and the busy street i lived on... he was pushing me around... lisa was watching, i saw red, i became fury itself... i made a fist, held it behind me... and i cold cocked him so hard in his right eye that his eyebrow burst open and i dislocated 3 fingers in my right hand. his face was immediately covered in blood, ruby red everywhere, his face, his shirt, his pants... the look on his face was priceless!! he put a hand to his forehead and gaped in horror at it, covered in blood, his blood. he looked at me like a deer caught in the headlights... i saw the oncoming traffic... the speed limit was 45 on that street but the cars were always faster... he said to me in a quivering voice "i was only kidding!" he was shaking in fear. in fear of me? yes... and it was exhilarating! i'll never forget that adrenaline rush!

all that time he was "only kidding" eh? fuck you joe! lol! i could have easily pushed him into the traffic and killed him at that point, like i fantasized about for so long, joe glanced in back of himself and saw his back was to the oncoming traffic, he saw the murderous look in my eyes, he must have known what i was contemplating, he blanched white as a ghost, i swear he must have pissed himself at least a little... you know what i did?

i took him to my house and gave him a paper towel with some ice in it. his eye swelled shut and he had a magnificent shiner for over a week. he told everyone at school he'd fallen by his pool and cracked his eye on the coping. i'm sure he bears the scar i gave him still. i tore a chunk out of his eyebrow.

joe never picked on me again, or anyone else.

i became much more athletic and physically confident, developed my defense skills, built up, honed and toned my muscles, lifted weights, became confident in myself and what i could do.

i hate bullies, sometimes i think about joe, sometimes i think about perhaps i should have pushed him into that car, i know i'd have gotten off clean with it, i'd have gotten away with it easy. then i realize, joe has to see that scar i gave him every day for the rest of his life... and i grin that evil crooked grin i do... revenge is a dish best served cold.

i ran into joe one day at the mall when i was in my mid 20's, i was with my fiance' (first wife to be at that time) and my best friend vinny and his girlfriend... joe was working as a mall security guard, i was approaching the height of success in my career and looked the part. he wore a brown polyester uniform and cheap gum shoes... i was in a $600 suit and $200 italian shoes. he still had that scar on his eyebrow. enormous success is the best revenge too.

30 years later, i still hate joe, he's the only person i've ever truly hated. but i have to thank joe i suppose... he taught me a lesson, he taught me that i have to stand up for myself, and in doing so -- i can stand up for others too.

this is why i did what i did for TheLilFondler and why i will do it for anyone being harassed or bullied.

i'm no boyscout... trust me on that! but i'm ALWAYS prepared.

photo icon is original artwork: Fighter #2 (linoleum block etched print) 1978


...That which does not kill me merely pisses me off!...


tillerbabe 56F

1/27/2006 3:45 am

They "suc" huh? Littleweeniecan'tgetitupfucs!


readytolay_3
(What the fuck is this shit..?? *rolls eyes*)
105F

1/27/2006 5:01 am

Isn't KARMA GLORIOUS..???Dude you rock...Don't have to be a boy scout to be a Stand up type of Guy which you are....Man enough with the ass sucking already...well got to go have things to do,places to go and people to piss off...Ready

Oh yeah.. while Im here HOW the hell does one create a link?? hell I've tried the commands and it's not working, will someone please explain what the hell I'm doing wrong??..and why doesn't spell check work when checking "post a comment" yeah I know all those years of recreational drug ues has finally caught up with me...

Ready


Sorceror07 54M

1/27/2006 6:05 am

    Quoting tillerbabe:
    They "suc" huh? Littleweeniecan'tgetitupfucs!
oh yeah! for sure they do...

i saw a bumper sticker once... it said, "mean people suck, nice people swallow" lol!!! thought it was hysterical!

i'm THRILLED you are back tiller we all missed you terribly you know

*hugz* (resists the urge for groping... unsuccesfully) heheh!

...That which does not kill me merely pisses me off!...


Sorceror07 54M

1/27/2006 6:09 am

    Quoting readytolay_3:
    Isn't KARMA GLORIOUS..???Dude you rock...Don't have to be a boy scout to be a Stand up type of Guy which you are....Man enough with the ass sucking already...well got to go have things to do,places to go and people to piss off...Ready

    Oh yeah.. while Im here HOW the hell does one create a link?? hell I've tried the commands and it's not working, will someone please explain what the hell I'm doing wrong??..and why doesn't spell check work when checking "post a comment" yeah I know all those years of recreational drug ues has finally caught up with me...
for sure it is and thanks for your words, you rock too

for doing links i just cut copy paste the commands, erase what's inside the brackets and fill in what i wanted in there... it's slow, but it works. i hear ya on the recreational drug use lol! i've destroyed a few brain cells in my day... and still do!

...That which does not kill me merely pisses me off!...


TheLilFondler 33F  
2576 posts
1/27/2006 6:10 pm

thank you big bro *hugz

i lost my virginity years ago.....
but i still have the box.....


rm_luke69iner 48M
3275 posts
1/30/2006 12:33 pm

No boyscout but a hell of a "good" man in the right way

I admire people that try to be nice to everyone hoping for a better world but I can't live that reality. It would be a nice world if it worked that way but like the bumper sticker says in the end nice people just end up swallowing. Sometimes in this existence the best answer is retribution and sometimes even mob justice.

Rock on Sorc


S'io credesse che mia risposta fosse
A persona che mai tornasse al mondo,
Questa fiamma staria senza piu scosse.
Ma perciocche giammai di questo fondo
Non torno vivo alcun, s'i'odo il vero,
Senza tema d'infamia ti rispondo
.
~Dante~


Sorceror07 54M

1/30/2006 12:54 pm

anytime lil sister

...That which does not kill me merely pisses me off!...


Sorceror07 54M

1/30/2006 4:55 pm

    Quoting rm_luke69iner:
    No boyscout but a hell of a "good" man in the right way

    I admire people that try to be nice to everyone hoping for a better world but I can't live that reality. It would be a nice world if it worked that way but like the bumper sticker says in the end nice people just end up swallowing. Sometimes in this existence the best answer is retribution and sometimes even mob justice.

    Rock on Sorc
thanks luke! rock on bro

...That which does not kill me merely pisses me off!...


Sorceror07 54M

1/31/2006 12:35 am

*blush* thanks

...That which does not kill me merely pisses me off!...


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