To 'five definitely troubled speeds'  

SoljerBlu 39M
134 posts
11/5/2005 11:43 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

To 'five definitely troubled speeds'

I have only been here a few months, so I missed your first 100 by a mile. But in the time I've been here, I've read both of you. I think you are both articulate, intelligent, passionate, perceptive, empathetic, funny and (sometimes) quite nasty... all the things I look for in my friends.
I tend to keep my posts concise and seldom will read long drawn out posts. (If I want to read a lot, I have a wall full of books with deep thoughts)
But, I read through both of your posts (twice, actually) because what you each are saying to the other is the same. I sense the fear and the disbelief in both of you. I know how scary it is when you realize that you are no longer ALONE.. that's almost more scary than when you wake in the night to an empty bed and realize you ARE alone... to awake and look over to the other side of your bed and realize you see your soulmate sleeping easily and peacefully next to you... and you can't wait until you are both awake again, and you can touch and kiss and fuck and cry and laugh and FEEL again what you thought was lost..... that's when the sphincter-factor goes sky high!
I've already had some vicarious conversations with some of the women here, and, if I had the ways and means, I would go visit some of them.. unfortunately, the ones I really want to meet are a 1000 miles away. To know that you have actually gone to be with each other is inspiring. If I could come back to Tenn w/out being arrested at the state line, I would come just to meet you both. This will have to do..(and don't ask why I'm wanted in Tenn! lol)
I offer this heartfelt advice...
Take off the masks.. take off the gloves.. take off your clothes (sorry, couldn't resist!).. and do right what you both, obviously, want.. each other!
Na zdroviya, y na nasha zhizn c mnogo ulibki!
Russian for "to your health and to your lives with many smiles!"
Love to you.... Lenny

rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
11/5/2005 12:13 pm

Aw, that was really sweet.

SoljerBlu 39M

11/5/2005 5:15 pm

You are both quite welcome! I like that you noticed. and I do try to live my life with many smiles.. but I wish I had what you both have tonight.. each other.. enjoy!

SoljerBlu 39M

11/5/2005 5:34 pm

Oops! I just realized I made a Faux pas or foo paw or faw poo or whatever that is... I sent this post to two fellow bozos on this bus, and I get back 2 nice responses.. so, of course, I think it's from the two I sent it to... and I answer thinking this is true... but, then I look closer and I realize the 2 responses are not from 'five definitely troubled speeds'... they are from 'saint travelling in liannaville'... My bad.
But, I think I just found the next two of us who will find each other!!!
I think you'll make a nice couple.. so, 'na zdroviya' and ya'll enjoy each other as much as five trouble will!
Travelling saint... got a nice ring to it.

DefiniteTrouble 50F

11/6/2005 10:47 am

Now you know I'm going to ask why you're wanted in Tennessee? And in response to your email, yes, I've been to BluesBoro, but I've yet to venture there with 5. By doing such, I risk him no longer being welcome in the state of Tennessee, and quite possibly myself as well.

Thank you for taking the time to actually read what the two of us had to say. I'm not a fan of long, drawn-out posts myself, but sometimes they just turn out that way. (So much to say and not quite sure how to say any of it.) You're observations are accurate. Although this has been the most fulfilling journey of my lifetime, it has, without a doubt, been the most frightening. The unknown has always terrified me.

The masks are slowly coming off, the gloves have been put aside. Life is good. is great.

five_speed 41M

11/6/2005 1:42 pm

hey man, thanks for writing this. You really did nail it to the wall. after being alone so long, being ... not alone... scares the hell out of me sometimes, but we are managing it slowly but surely.

SoljerBlu 39M

11/7/2005 8:28 pm

To quote 'Saint', "Aw, that was really sweet!?"
Oh, and it's just for taking the for my 16 yr old son's Pot.. he was already in too much trouble.. and then my Mom's funeral and Dad's heart attack meant I never got the time to go back to Tenn and beat the ..
Oh, and I only got thrown out of 'Bluesboro' (thanks for recomembering for me) a couple times, so I know they can handle damn near anybody!!!! lol
Buena suerte, mis amigos.

tillerbabe 56F

11/8/2005 1:04 am

That was so "kewl".. what a nice tribute. I love seeing people in love too....becuase i hope someday to have it....{=}

tillerbabe 56F

11/8/2005 1:05 am I hope to someday to learn to spell....


warmandsexy52 64M
13164 posts
11/8/2005 5:09 pm

Such a warmhearted post that captures so much of what I understand of the best in Blogland. Blog on, my big-hearted friend!

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