"I'm Looking for a 'Good' woman"  

SoftcaramelT 52F
157 posts
4/3/2006 6:43 pm
"I'm Looking for a 'Good' woman"


is what I heard from a guy who approached me in the street 25 feet from my house. I blinked. I usually don't get any attention from the men in this neighborhood ,let alone a 'good morning' or a 'nice weather' comment.(wink- I am intimidating..hehe) After he introduced himself in a respectful manner,and asked the question..again, I did the most natural thing that I could..I laughed..heartily. He wanted to know why I was laughing. I gave him a "wouldn't you like to know" look. You see..for many years I have been molding myself into being a "GOOD" woman. So much so that the wisdom I obtained over the years have prevented me from finding the "Good" man. You see..I have come to the realization that they don't exist, at the very least, in NYC. They are taken,married,mentally ill,or gay. I am left with the scraps of men who have been in relationships with the "BAD" woman. They are so beat down from the abuse that any "goodness" they have is left to the fact that they have decent jobs and a roof over their heads. I want to say..to the "BAD woman" ..Thank you so fuckin' much..for beatin' the GOOD men down. So..with the scraps that are left..I just date them,and.. possibly.. fuck them..and go on my merry way. I do not have time for the bullshit. Especially if the guy has hang ups. I keep hearing.."She did that to me..etc." Frankly,I am tired of listening. Just ..Fuck me..and let me ..GO.Alas..some don't want to..
Back to the guy I met on the street...he was extremely respectful. I did give him my number. But already..from the conversation...I can already tell..that I will just want to see a good movie with him,have a good meal..and lastly..SEE..what he has ..down south(wink)...NEXT! ..smile.. rather..gregariously. PEACE

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