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38 degrees here in the east at 5:56am. Yes, I awakened a little earlier today, just one of those nights like many lately. I was awake about 3:30 and just cat napped till I had to get up a little after 5:30. I suppose the dilemma that I am in is affecting me in almost every area both physically and mentally. So, I am going to see a professional counselor tomorrow afternoon. I have to do something to help get me back on the right track. I have insurance that covers such things so there is no reason not to do it. I will let you know how it comes out. I was in to see my regular doctor in January for some pain in my neck and shoulders, but he told me it was most likely due to stress. I said stress? Me? Surely you jest! LOL But really, that is my problem and the reason for the visit tomorrow. I have to see my cardiologist in May for my yearly check-up and I know what he is gonna tell me. That is not good for your heart there buddy, better take care of it. Well, I am a tryin! I have to head off to the office this morning but just for some piddling around, no major work. Got class tonight and then, my weekend officially starts. I love it!
Back at the house and it is nearly my lunch time, so I am heading out in a bit to feed my tummy. Temps are up to 65 outside and looking like the low 70s before we are done today. I like it. Did some useless office stuff this morning, but have to put in an appearance anyway. Besides, I really do not have anything else to do, so work is about it for me at this point in my life. However, that is not going to be a constant from here on out. I am going to live and enjoy my life, no matter the cost or who objects. As long as it is legal, watch out! LOL
Ok, time to close out this post, I am back at the house and gonna settle in here before to long. You might know I get here and the damn place is overcrowded again. Looks like the other daughter that was here last weekend with the boyfriend, has brought a girl home this weekend. Damn, what the hell am I running here? Looks like a friggin hotel. I pay the bills here, not any of them but do I get the opportunity to say who gets to visit? Hell no! Well, they will pay, you just watch! Nothing in life is free and that means staying here on my tab. Nite, nite, peeps, sleep well, I probably will not!