Consumed...  

Sizzle364
(Juan S)
52M
3683 posts
8/28/2005 12:33 am

Last Read:
3/5/2006 9:27 pm

Consumed...


My mind, swirling...
I feel animal...primal...
teeming to break free of the ties that bind me
My thoughts surrounding me...
drowning me in their complacency...
career...love...children...moving...
moving again...desire...
all that I gave up and neglected these
past five years...
The desire for everything...NOW!
Finally being ready to break free...
the cocoon, opening... lust...hunger.
Barriers arise and I am
reminded...
I am a warrior...
but this...
Is a New war...
am I really ready?
Confusion...doubt...
This is NOT Sizzle...
Depressed?
No...
I am Angry...
Angry that I have waited this long
allowed myself to be detained and bound
allowed myself captive of minions beneath
my level...
Too much to give...To much inside...
I am going to explode...
As Arthur to the sword in the stone...
It is my Destiny...
I am the chosen one...
I am pure light...
Undeniable...
The TRUTH...
This is not...where I should be...
Forward...
No longer...
Consumed.

__Huntress__ 55M/58F

8/28/2005 7:42 am

Too often we waste time in "the waiting" ... slip into complacency ... accept what should be unacceptable ...

I am deeply moved by this piece today ... and thank you for the reminder !


playfulwithyou33 56F
961 posts
8/28/2005 8:00 am

(stocks up on swiffer wet jets for when he goes super nova)

Seriously, good to hear you've arrived!


Sizzle364
(Juan S)
52M
2642 posts
8/28/2005 9:09 am

You're welcome Huntress and thanks for coming by...

Playful- My first very GOOOOOOD laugh of the day Thanks!!


rm_summer765 52F
123 posts
8/28/2005 9:09 am

Baby..life is too short to keep waiting.Move forward now..do what feels right to YOU..from ur heart and soul.The rest will follow.You didn't need me to tell u that though..did ya?You already knew


Sizzle364
(Juan S)
52M
2642 posts
8/28/2005 9:50 am

Thank you Summer baby!


rm_summer765 52F
123 posts
8/28/2005 3:37 pm

anytime


angel_wings2005 52F

8/28/2005 3:37 pm

I have always told others- ALWAYS FOLLOW YOUR HEART ! ~~ maybe it is time that I take my own advise !!! Again- you touch the very soul, and leave me breathless !!!


islandgirl_702 54F

8/28/2005 4:48 pm

Boo~I must admit this piece really moved me...it shows your strength, determination, and drive. However, it also shows that you are human; we tend to think things will get better without realizing we are the key to make it better. You are centered around a few situations that creates confusion, frustration, and anger...I know those negative attributes will become positive ones...I got your back... hold onto the comfort knowing God would not give you any more than you can handle...but, like you said...didn't you wish he didn't trust you so much!!!


Sizzle364
(Juan S)
52M
2642 posts
8/28/2005 5:46 pm

Thanks Angel...breathless? Must be my new cologne...


Sizzle364
(Juan S)
52M
2642 posts
8/28/2005 5:50 pm

Thanks Islandgirl- I don't give up easily. Things will be okay.


MrNuttz05 49M

8/29/2005 12:45 am

Dude, if I was a lady I would want you to take ME out! But you know what it sounds like? Birth..... The Phoenix.... Maybe you are to be born again... Deep bro', maybe I will smoke one & think about this one?


rm_Jme681000 45M
29 posts
8/29/2005 3:01 am

hey where U going ? ... can I go 2?

J-me


Sizzle364
(Juan S)
52M
2642 posts
8/29/2005 4:31 am

Nuttz-Born again is exactly what I am waiting for...waiting for my NEW life to begin and its getting frustrating...

JME- How is The orient? Still over there? Haven't seen ya for a while. Welcome back to the world of Sizzle.


ProtonicMan 48M

8/30/2005 7:44 pm

Hey, Sizz.
You are just priming the pump, my man. When the nozzle is finally opened, all the good stuff you have been waiting for will flow out and you will be swimming in glory. Just get out of the way and let the Universe bring you what you have asked for.

TJ


Sizzle364
(Juan S)
52M
2642 posts
8/31/2005 7:46 am

Protonic- ROFLMAO... That's called MASTURBATION...LOL!!!!!


MsLoveRose 33F  
2432 posts
8/31/2005 8:07 am

this is really good...pieces that are straight from the heart always turn out much deeper than you think!

live more, laugh often, love much


Sizzle364
(Juan S)
52M
2642 posts
8/31/2005 4:41 pm

Thanks sunrisegirl


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