(Juan S)
3683 posts
8/20/2005 11:11 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm


I feel your whispers caress my soul...
Your spirit dances across my body...
In a storm, We are able to create space
between water and remain dry...
Such perfection...
As I stare at your images...
my only consolation, thus far...
knowing the pain you have endured...
The history, the lies, the damage...
knowing How high we would have to climb
to change your mind...
Never wanting to deny you the pleasure
you achieve...just wishing I was the main source.
Reconstructing my thinking to know that there
is only so far we can go...
becoming comfortable with that fact...
But also knowing that too an extent it could be derailed.
The right touch upon your soul...
The right reason to fully trust and release the walls
that were placed unjustifiably upon your heart...
The right reason...To change your mind...your
Something WORTHY of your complete dedication.
Knowing I do not have the strength to battle your demons
head on... Never wanting to Fail at my quest...
Not knowing if you even, would ever want to change.
I offer you "All That I am" ...
My passion, my love, my sex...
You offer me the same, but with exception...
and I understand. I accept the consequences of this fate.
So as my soul crosses a continent to touch you...
A gentle, warm, lingering kiss upon your lips...
We will share the moments, the pleasures and the bonds that
will linger in our souls...
Until I am willingly and gratefully enslaved...
It is my desire, my destiny...
To be Enslaved by "The One", The one that shall also be
mutually sheathed to me...
I do not wish to bring sadness to your heart, the same as you desire to not harm me... We have accepted the realities of who we are.
Do I think of you? Of course I do...
How do you respond? The way your heart tells you to...
Will I be alright, the way things are? Yes. I understand the depth of these choices.
Do I love you? My Love and friendship is yours forever...My love to the extent that you have defined...
Beyond that? I belong to "The One". Whoever she turns out to be.

bella_ 47F
4030 posts
8/20/2005 12:20 pm

This is so beautiful and it comes from the evident and so emotional...all we have to give is ourselves in our entirety...and nothing more.

rm_summer765 52F
123 posts
8/20/2005 1:24 pm

Simply breathtaking.What more can i say.The best to u Siz..always

(Juan S)
2642 posts
8/20/2005 1:35 pm

Bella- Yes, darling...on a silver platter.

MzHuny- Thank you!!!

Jez- ...and I think you're beautiful too.

(Juan S)
2642 posts
8/20/2005 10:06 pm

You're so sweet summer...

wetnwildaquarius 43F

8/20/2005 11:37 pm

Siz: that was beautiful. I really enjoyed and was touched reading this one. You got to me a little, but I'm good now. But WoW man! That's the one that topped the cake. Like I said; you are number 1 in my book always and never forget that. You mean alot to me and I value your friendship.

Your friend to the end,


GoddessOfTheDawn 105F
11240 posts
8/21/2005 2:06 am

ty 4 sharing .... very beautiful

(Juan S)
2642 posts
8/21/2005 8:34 am

Nikki, I am watching you blossom from afar and it is beautiful. You also have a friend till the end.

Goddess- Welcome back and Thank you!

angel_wings2005 52F

8/21/2005 4:40 pm

Sizzle- I have been gone for a couple of days- I come in- and have to read what you write while I am gone..- No matter the time of day- you make me wish for a nice long hot summer night- with someone special to touch and be touched by- to share all the feelings and emotions that you share with us all !! I can only hope and pray that there are more 'REAL' men out there like you - that are willing to love and be loved !!!! Thank you !!!! XOXOX~ Angel

Theflinkychick 105F

8/21/2005 5:48 pm

I hope you find her. Your writing shows a great capacity for love, lucky woman whoever 'The One' is.

Not all who wander are lost.

(Juan S)
2642 posts
8/21/2005 6:45 pm

Hey Angel- Hope you had a good weekend!

Flinkychick- Thanx...I'm sending out the positive Hopefully she picks up on it.

pussnboots694 73M/78F

8/22/2005 6:20 pm

What seeps within
the love of acceptance..
Is understanding..
As the souls cross over..
Within the storm
we stand
between the droplets..
The love flows
In my silence..
You have

(Juan S)
2642 posts
8/22/2005 10:16 pm it so? LOL

(Juan S)
2642 posts
8/22/2005 11:15 pm

Puss- I have never known anyone quite like you...
Your Love and friendship is cherished in my heart
You are someone that I have shared some "firsts"
with. Things I have shared with no one..and I thank
you for being there for me.
You have also touched my soul and I will always
be grateful.
Love you sweetheart...

tobornotobe2 49F

8/23/2005 8:50 pm

Siz...Today is the first day I really took a look at these blogs. For some reason, I clicked on yours first. As I read, I felt yer passion, your strength, your inner being. I continued on...NOW, as I wipe the tears from my cheeks, I click this blog...Baby, your soul will FLY upon eagles wings, and carry with you our prayers of one day, finding THE ONE, of which you speak. THE ONE...who deserves all the passion, care and commitment and returns it ten fold back to you. ALL my best to you, and thank you, for the inspiration to get my own writing back on track.

islandgirl_702 54F

8/28/2005 5:33 pm

Boo~ Awww! This a magnificent one...I honestly believe you need to publish all that you have created. Its very inspirational and anyone that does not get touched by the words you write lack the desire to love, feel, and enjoy life itself. Just think with the gift you have what will be the impact on millions once it is published.... =)

(Juan S)
2642 posts
8/28/2005 6:17 pm

Tobornotobe- Thank you. Your words touch me and I am happy that I have had a part in your inspiration

(Juan S)
2642 posts
8/28/2005 6:22 pm

Almost finished with my second book. Both to be released in 2006 at this point, becuz of the marketing schedule. One is a book of poetry and the other is kind of autobiographical. Stay tuned...

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