Lost in the moment.  

Simpleman324u 42M
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3/31/2006 8:30 pm

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12/10/2006 8:42 pm

Lost in the moment.

Tonight as I sat and chatted with my friends , a song came on the radio and just took me back to a place in time where I havent been in a long while.
I have to admit it choked me up. Then later a simple reminder put me even further down the path of memory lane. To be completely honest I wish those days were here again , even though I know the trouble I went through. Id do it all over again just to be with her.
I used to see buddies of mine dog girls out and Id think how can you treat someone like that? I loved my girl with all I had and theres nothing I wouldnt have done for her. BUt they had bad realtion ships and they didnt care. Now as Im older and Im in a bad relationship I can see and understand why they did the things they did . I still dont agreewith them but I do understand. Its funny how time changes a person.
Im lost in a bad relationship built on kids, lies, and mistrust. I think I stay out of obligation for the kids.But Im not sure. I try every day to figure it out but I cant.
What i wouldnt give to have that High School love feeling again. You know the one..........where you just want to be with that other person every day , to feel close to someone and have that feeling returned. When making love is sporatic, and you only get it every once in a while so it feels like the first time every time. When she sees you coming to her her eyes light up and she smiles , and it tells you without any words ,"Hey I love you "
Thats what I desire the most in life. Is it to much to ask of someone? I doesn't cost a thing, and doesn't take hardly any time at all.
So I wonder , is there a chance for this to happen for me at some point in my life. Or am I doomed to suffer?

I just dont know, TTYL

AltumHunksUnite 53M

4/1/2006 5:18 am

It's not too much to ask. And it'll happen.

Have all the bridges been burned in your relationship? Absolutely no chance for reconciliation? Sometimes it's possible.

Let me drive. I like the view

sexxxylatina69 41F

4/1/2006 11:04 am

I feel your pain, right this very minute, i feel your pain. I know that a "happily ever after" is probably not in my future, but there's always hope. I guess it's what keeps us going.
Good luck

rm_New2FLCouple 40M/41F

4/2/2006 2:25 pm

*wonders what the song was*

That "High school feeling" is called that because it represents a time in life when you were a lot less jaded. But there may be a way of finding something that rekindles a similar feeling. If, indeed, the bridges aren't all burned down to the ground as Cleavis mentioned.

Don't ever lose hope in yourself.. if for no one else than for you and your children.

Simpleman324u 42M

4/3/2006 7:56 pm

The Song , two actually.
I'd Die without you. by P.M Dawn, and EnVogue's giving him something he can feel.

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