Lost and Confused  

Simpleman324u 43M
27 posts
1/11/2006 7:34 pm

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12/10/2006 8:46 pm

Lost and Confused

Well here it is another day in my life.
No fighting in 2 days now. Guess thats a good thing. Kids irritating the hell out of me tonight. Not sure why I bought them that damned Nintendo. (lol)They laugh and play every night. Everyone thinks I need to leave , but how do I explain whats in my head to little kids who just dont get it yet ? So the confusion sets in. I know the marriage probably wont work in the end. But yet , when we have good days I sit back and question my actions. Again the confusion hits.
so I guess what I really need to ask myself is weather or not I have the courage to do what needs to be done. Ive given in and used the kids as a reson in the past , am I copping out ? Or am I just a coward for not ending this nightmare ? Is it really quitting, or is it the right thing ? and so the LOST part sets in . Music is depressing tonight , no one is on to chat with , and my mind is wandering . Thank god for the blog. lol
I dont know what to do ..................ttyl

simlpyfun68 48F
1173 posts
1/22/2006 4:48 am

Hey just checking in on you. We haven't spoke in a while and I just wanted to say I am here if you need to yell and get it off your chest.

Hugz n Smiles

Simpleman324u 43M

1/22/2006 5:42 pm

Thanks Simply,
However I would NEVER yell at you. Youre to inspiring.
Ive just been working on a new toy is all.
It is nice to know someone out there cares enough to check in on me.
For that youll always have a space in my everyday thoughts.

Thank You , Simpleman

rm_New2FLCouple 40M/41F

3/7/2006 5:58 pm

Hey - found your blog .. I wasn't too into them until just recently.
Hope you don't mind me stopping by from time to time?

Simpleman324u 43M

3/8/2006 11:51 am

By all means Louise, Stop in and say Hello .

LOL , its been a while since I updated. Guess i need to get going on that on again.

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