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Best sex I have had in six months
Best sex I have had in six months
No… it isn’t what you are thinking, I didn’t cheat on my wife… although I like the way your thinking.
Yesterday… as some-of-you could tell, was a little rough around the edges for me. Actually it just plain sucked. I was focused on my sexual frustrations so much that it was driving me insane.
Anyway… I had a session with my counselor last night and I talked to him about how… “you know I am sexually fit… I am healthy… I don’t want to cheat on my wife… but there are a million women out there and the temptation and my own desires are about driving me crazy.”
My counselors reply was, “Do you give yourself permission to masturbate?”
I said, “Yea” and he said, “good”… I guess for some people this is still taboo and makes them feel guilty.
My counselor said, “so it’s not about the sexual release then is it?”
I said, “No… it’s more about the intimacy that goes along with the sex… that’s something that I can’t duplicate”
He said that he understood and for now there wasn’t really anything that could be done about that… so just suck it up and realize that this can only go on for a little while longer… it will either get better or go away.
But anyway… after the session I went to eat at a local greasy spoon… the waitresses are always so hot… the guy only hires ladies from the local college and in a way it’s sorta like Hooters.
As I walked up to the restaurant I ducked into the sex shop that is right next door to the restaurant… it is attached to the same building, so it was right there. I don’t know why I stopped by… I don’t normally… I guess I wanted to see if there was anything interesting posted on their bulletin board. There was nothing…
On the way out, I stopped at the incense rack and decided to buy a couple of sticks of incense for in the bedroom… just sorta of a way to relax… I started to buy the incense and said… “no, I’ll buy this after supper so I don’t have to carry it around with me”… I’m lazy like that… plus I just don’t like to have to keep up with things when I am trying to relax.
Anyway… there was a new girl working last night and she was hot. Now something happened to me that doesn’t happen very often… this girl absolutely mesmerized me.
There are girls that catch my attention, and based upon attraction, I would like to get to know better… then there are girls that come along once in a blue moon that just draw me in, that drive me crazy just watching. This girl was one of them.
Like I said it doesn’t happen often and in reality… other guys would look at this girl and say, “yea, she’s pretty… but I don’t see anything special” I don’t know what it is… I’ve always been partial to blondes so that might have something to do with it. Maybe it’s the facial features or the shape of the ass. I know that a flat, tight stomach is absolutely, wickedly sexy… but I just don’t know what it is about certain women that can set off this trigger. All I know is that there are certain girls that just absolutely fixate my attention… but it’s not often.
So to make a long story short… I made up my mind that if things go further south with my wife… that this lady was someone that I would make a lot of effort to get to know better. That made me feel better for some reason… I think it was just the knowledge that maybe if things don’t work out… I have a plan… someone that I would like to get to know better.
Anyway as I left the restaurant I ducked back into sex shop to pick up the incense. I bought the incense and was starting to leave and then said to myself… wait a second… I want to go back and look at some of the vibrators for men. I have a little extra money and maybe I ought to treat myself.
So I went back and asked the store owner if he had any suggestions… after looking around I knew that I wanted something that would hum… no that isn’t the right word… I wanted something that would shake my balls off… and I wanted it to feel realistic. In the end I spent more than what I had planned on… but it was well worth it.
So basically I treated myself real well last night… and I feel so much better this morning.
Hope you all have a good day…
2/26/2005 1:01 pm
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