A little depressing  

SigEp4U 42M
112 posts
3/3/2005 10:22 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

A little depressing

I just realized something… a lot of the people that I make friends with on here; I will probably never get to meet. Some are just too far away… and others because of the nature of this site would just make life way to complicated right now. Of course if things don’t work out with my wife, that won’t be near as much of a problem.

Here is an even worse thought… there will be some people that I make friends with here… that will one day probably just stop visiting this site… poof gone… never to be heard from again. Now that’s depressing.

Have you ever noticed how life is like that? Close friends can drift apart as their lives go in different directions.

Many of the friends that I have made throughout my life… I have no idea where they are at, or what is going on in their lives. It is not because of any animosity between us. In fact if circumstances would bring us back together we would probably pick right back up, where we left off, as if nothing happened.

I wonder how many people out there think about me from time to time in the same manner.

Ex-girlfriends, college buddies, coworkers, etc.

I know that from time to time a wave of nostalgia will come over me and I will remember long ago events with people that I cared about deeply... I still do, I just don’t know where they are at now or what is going on in their life.

I guess that what I am saying is that… no matter what… some of you have already left enough of an impression upon me that I will always remember you. I might not know where you are at, what is going on in your life, but I will still think of you from time to time… and smile.

I wish that I could say that we will never loose touch but life is just not like that.

Love ya’ll


rm_sapphire71 45F
53 posts
3/3/2005 11:59 am

What is stopping you from looking one or two of those people up...just to say hello? You can find almost anyone these days, with the power of the internet. You just have to truly want to.

I belive....that we aren't that terribly busy in our lives to stop and take 60 seconds to send a quick email hello to someone. If we've got the time to write blogs, and wander this site looking for whatever it is that we're looking for, then we can manage a quick hello. It's the "out of sight, out of mind" mentality. Once you live without someone...you get used to their absence. That...is what I'm still struggling with, with the married man. I can't get used to his absence...but he seems to be doing just fine with it!

SigEp4U 42M

3/3/2005 5:59 pm

You know sapphire... your right! I've thought about it before... but I have always let one excuse or another get in my way.

I think I am going to have to do something about that. Who knows maybe a road-trip or two might come out of this.

I am really sorry you are having such a hard time with the loss of your relationship... sometimes when you let them in... it can be a real pain to get them back out. I just want to say something and don't take it the wrong way... don't do anything stupid... he isn't worth it!

You have a good evening...


rm_sapphire71 45F
53 posts
3/3/2005 7:49 pm

Thanks Sig....for your kind words.

I am reading that book "He's Just Not That Into You"....and it's making me see the harsh and painful reality of things. Sometimes I don't think I'm cut out for this love stuff. Sometimes I feel so weak.

"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger" right? I guess thats what I'm hoping for. It doesn't feel that way now though.

SigEp4U 42M

3/4/2005 9:52 pm

Thanks for all the advice... Mackey.. I feel the same about you.

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