ShavedKitty1974 42M/42F
9 posts
4/19/2006 11:04 pm

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5/24/2006 7:58 am


I am brave, but I am scared
I am strong, but I am weak
I have power, but I'm obsolete
I am normal, yet I'm a Freak
I am happy, but Oh so sad
I am good, but so very bad
I am numb, but feel the pain
I am a camellion my colors change,
inside my guts remain the same
I have lived thier life, and lost mine somehow
I'm gonna make it right, the timing is now
take out the colors, with nothing to hide
from start to finish, share myself with pride

Grinnen 44M
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4/20/2006 8:09 pm

Kit, this is awsome. I really feel this. Must be a Cancer thing.

"I have lived thier life, and lost mine somehow" - Amazing. Sometimes I'm not sure if I am me or if I've taken on the personalities of those around me. It seems to get all blended together sometimes.

Only recently have I taken "out the colors, with nothing to hide". It's a tough thing to do when you have lived the life of a camellion since you can remember. It feels good to start taking pride in who you really are.

This may not seem like a big deal to a lot of the people that are going to read this and some may not even get it, but this truely is a powerful poem.

Thank you for putting this into words.

ShavedKitty1974 replies on 4/20/2006 9:54 pm:
Somehow i knew u would appreciate this! I am glad u enjoyed. It does take a special person to understand! And u my kindred cancer soul are a special man!

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