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My blog friend, shannee2006, has defined her needs in her blog, and I was inspired to write down a few myself, in hopes that if I do, I will put more energy towards them and get what I need, and maybe even what I only want...
In the spiritual traditons of "ask and ye shall recieve" and the ever-classic, "the squeaky wheel gets the grease", I am putting these things out to the Universe...making my wants and desires known/real by writing them down...
So here are a few things I want and need right now...say a prayer for me, if you pray, or just send good vibes to me!!
To love, fully...
to be present, totally...
to accept everything, just as it is...
To be loved, fully...
to find a partner who is totally present...
to be accepted, just as I am, "warts and all"...
A plane ticket to California and accomodations at the Hilton, Long Beach to go to my 20th HS reunion...(I already have a goblin working on this one for me, but just in case he flakes...lol)
I really want/need to talk to my last boyfriend, to find out what was going on with him that he felt the need to abandon me so suddenly and completely...and my secret heart of hearts wants to make love with him again, to feel that completeness I have only found with him and my husband...
I need a new leather flogger...I left mine at the club we went to! There is a picture of one here on this blog that I would LOVE to have...but I cannot afford it right now...I want it braided, with tips on the ends, and made out of good quality leather...
These are what come to mind right now, I will probably change this blog again in the daytime...lol
What do YOU want or need right now??Tell me, and it might help it to come trueLOL
7/23/2006 4:24 am
Right now I want my gf to call me and tell me her husband is gone for the day!|
7/23/2006 8:21 am
May you receive all that you need and more. |
Yup...this juiciness is from me....
7/27/2006 11:33 am
i want the mother of my son to love me again and to love her i want her to look at me with that special twinkle in her eye that says i'm her world and everything will be ok as long as we have each other i want to wake up every morning with her next to me walk into my sons room and see him sleeping peacefully and happy knowing he has a family not a mom with her boyfriend and a dad with his girlfriend i want the pain to stop i want the emptiness filled i want to take back all the mean and hateful things i have said and done to her i want to clone myself so i can kick my own ass|