*SIGH* and yet another Tiger Update to ruin your day...  

Shameless_Biotch 48F
177 posts
7/31/2006 4:47 pm

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8/12/2006 9:11 am

*SIGH* and yet another Tiger Update to ruin your day...


Well, as this blog chronicles, I am in limbo with my "Boyfriend" again...I put that in quotes because I don't know what else to call him....I don't go around calling just anybody my b/f, you really have to earn it with me. I have a few fuck buddies( small emotional attachment, just sex), and a couple of friends with benefits (friends that I care more for than just sex), but he was my only BOYFRIEND. I was so deeply in love with him, got so much from him, it was wonderful for a time...

*DEEP DESPONDANT SIGH*

Re-reading what I just wrote, I realized I have spoken of him in a past tense. That should tell me something right there...

But since I felt so damn attached to him, for a while there, I have given him chance after chance to explain himself to me, to come back to me...but he is still Mr. Uninfomative-At-Best, acting like nothing happened, but giving nothing.

I am going to California Aug 9th for a few days, and I told him that he had 9 days to respond and resolve this.No ultimatum or anything, just telling him he had 9 days.
What I didn't tell him was that if he doesn't, it is OVER between us. I can't put up with this shit much longer, I am SOOOO TIRED of it, and he has killed a lot of love and most of the good feelings between us.
Right now, I still have *hope*that we will resolve this, tell each other how sorry we are and have great make-up sex!LOL...
But with the way things are going right now,I know in my heart of hearts that probably won't happen, and you all will hear about how I have broken up with him. But something inside me says,

"give him this last chance..."

*ANOTHER DEEP SIGH*

rm_goddess1946 105F
13518 posts
7/31/2006 9:27 pm

deep breathing helps...
all jokes aside...
it really does....

set your boundaries and know that you have
something to say about what shows up in your life


Just a little food for thought.............
If you really want to be happy, nobody can stop you...
{=}


Shameless_Biotch 48F

8/1/2006 10:16 am

TY Goddess, your new pic looks fabulous btw
boundaries, is something I am learning about, especially with this man....but the feelings are still so intense, that it is hard to "go there", ya know?
thanks for stopping by, I will return the favor soon


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