Getting Brave.  

SexyShaunnaJ 35F
10 posts
9/16/2005 2:35 am

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Getting Brave.

I am truly amazed that hundreds of people are reading my blogs. I started doing them because of boredom really and now I am really into writing them. I was really apprehensive at first because anyone can read them. I am putting all of the kinky and naughty aspects of my life and about myself out there that most people who know me personally would never suspect about me. Who knows who could see these. I live in a small town so people in the store where I am shopping or people I know or people that see me around town, friends family or future employers maybe. 6 months ago I never would have thought I would even have my picture on there let alone keeping daily blogs. That is just so not who I am. Or so I thought. It is kind of liberating and I just decided I didn't care anymore. I am almost 24 and finally truly comfortable with my sexuality. I am no longer in denial about the fact that I am a very sexual person. Very naughty and kinky and submissive and open minded. I am finally realizing that it is O.K. to be that way, and that it is O.K. to get off on things that maybe other people frown upon. Who cares what other people think? People and society try to make you feel bad or dirty if you are a sexual demon such as myself. Fuck that. I'm done with that mentality. I want to be fucked raw and hard and fucking deep as often as possible. I don't care what anyone thinks about that anymore. That is who I am and that is just how it is.

I live in a small town with 3 grocery stores and a WalMart to give you an idea. I can constantly tell that people recognize me. Men mostly. I seem to get lots of 'knowing' looks when I am out shopping or running errands out and about. It seems that they know me a little better that I think they do. It's kind of hot and I am wondering if I will ever get approached in a store or walking down the street on the premise of AdultFriendFinder. Makes me wonder if they are thinking about the fact that I wrote I wanted to have my hair yanked and be a cum whore on my profile. I thought that would bother me but it doesn't. I think it is really hot. AdultFriendFinder has been a really good experience for me this time around. I can't wait to see what else I can get myself into.

I don't think I will get to have my naughty little 'outing' this weekend. I still feel really shitty and I am predicting a weekend in bed sleeping. I just can't kick this cold. It sucks. I hate being sick. Especially when it interferes with my plans of getting off with a hot sexy guy that is sooo good with my clit. I was able to finally get myself off tonight though. Came 3 times really fucking hard. It was awesome. However I need to get laid. Wanna be pounded so hard that my cervix feels like its pushing against my stomach. Any takers??? ô¿~

bigfurrybear 41M

9/16/2005 4:06 am

I got your back....or in this case cervix...on the 25th.
I know what you mean when you feel like people recognize you. I get that feeling all the time when I walk around wal-mart or college in this little town. You can almost feel the people pointing and giggling behind your back. That is why I put in my profile "If you see me say hi...I won't bite". So far nobody has.
It is good to be proud of who you are. It is very liberating to no longer feel like you have to fit a certain mold or conform to what society thinks you should be. Just be yourself and there is so much less stress in life. It has been very liberating for me as well.

rm_thickone733 42M
18 posts
9/16/2005 6:45 am

you're very cute!! guys love it when a girl just wants to fuck really bad!!!! i wish i could help you sound like you need a nice hard (thick too!!) cock inside of you. maybe you need to have your pussy licked all over....mmmm yummy!!! do you like sucking cock??

digdug41 49M

9/16/2005 9:07 am

oooh you my type a girl aint had one of you inna couple of years,but I hope you feel better and I do hope you get what your looking for welcome to blogland

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