Withdrawing (part ii)  

SexyRycheBabe 44F
1292 posts
5/10/2006 11:08 am

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5/10/2006 8:31 pm

Withdrawing (part ii)


So, sort of as a continuation of my previous post, I wanted to follow-up with this.

Having just experienced such an awesome sense of freedom last month, I am preplexed by my instinctive need to run and hide now. Not in a mental or emotional sense, but in a physical sense. I don't want to meet anybody. I don't want to go and meet people I've chatted with here. I don't want to do anything about having my sexual desires filled (as I mentioned in a blog from several days ago).

Isn't that wrong, though? I mean, if I'm liberated ... why don't I feel liberated? Why don't I give myself credit for handling such an emotional situation with brains and logic rather than with anger and pain and hope and grief? Or, worse, I could have agreed to get back with him because it was familiar.

I'm scared. Literally petrified because I'm afraid that I don't have it in my to give anything to anyone anymore.

dawolfman2 34M
2 posts
5/10/2006 11:38 am

hey whats going on i was interested in talking to you if you get this message hit me back sweetheart


SexyRycheBabe 44F
820 posts
5/10/2006 8:31 pm

dawolf: I'll get right on that!

*sighs*

Nothing like putting your soul out there for everyone to read and getting hit on for your trouble.


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