Internet relationship  

rm_SexyBBW382 51F
2862 posts
8/17/2006 10:00 am

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9/12/2006 7:08 am

Internet relationship


I want to tell my story about my internet relationship. On a game site when I first got my computer and the world of the internet was new to me, I use to be so into games (backgammon, spades, hearts) I spent my free time I had on here. I played with other members from around the world. My story is about a man I met in my game site he is from England. We use to play hearts and met here everyday for about 5 years at lunch time when he had his lunch break and in the evening after he had dinner while he was having his scotch and water We shared everything our day, life stories, everything 2 people would share that were in a relationship. After the first 5 years we both changed jobs and it got harder for us to spend time together, but we were still in contact everyday at some point when we could meet here at the same time, it was hard to do because of the time difference. We shared cyber sex together and I am not normally into that but with him it was something very erotic. It didn't start sexual at first it started slowly as friends and gradually over the years it turned sexual. I feel in love with this man over the computer, I knew more about him then I knew about men that I met in person. We both knew we would never meet each other, we both knew there was no chance we would ever make love, or hold each other in real life. But we both felt we were soul mates and to this day we are still in contact with each other every year that passes I still feel the same about this man. He has seen pictures of me over the years, I have never seen a picture of him, I have never heard his voice all our contact has been over the computer. Without every seeing him or talking to him I still knew I was in love with this man, to me I didn't need to see his face to know that. Love was from his words not from how he looked. Coming up on 12 years later he still never forgets my birthday. He still never forgets moments we have shared on here, and the words we have shared. Songs we both hear reminds each of us about how we feel for each other. People always tell me what I am feeling for him can't be real because we have never met, and I have never seen him, but I know what I feel. When we first met on here I was married and my son was very little. He has been there through my bad times of my marriage through my divorce through my son growing into a man. He has always been one man I could count on to be here no matter what I was going through. I am so very thankful to have had him in my life even if it will only be on here and no matter what direction my life takes he will always be a very important part of my life. I love my Jack always and forever.................Lori

want2play926 45F

8/17/2006 10:42 am

A wonderful story...you never know you two may meet yet.


wasquic69 72M

8/17/2006 11:06 am

Hey Sexy - nice story and good for you. I am a bit surprised that you have no pics of him after so many years ???? JMNice pic of you BBW is grand with me

Luv Ya
WAS


rm_SexyBBW382 51F
2224 posts
8/17/2006 11:37 am

No don't think so it's been many years, sometimes things are best left the way they are......................Lori


rm_SexyBBW382 51F
2224 posts
8/17/2006 11:52 am

    Quoting wasquic69:
    Hey Sexy - nice story and good for you. I am a bit surprised that you have no pics of him after so many years ???? JMNice pic of you BBW is grand with me
Thanks he never wanted to send a picture, I think he figured if he did things would change between us, he is older then I am.................Lori


justhere4fun002 58F

8/17/2006 3:46 pm

Lori.. that is a very deep story. I love it!

I think I would have to see a picture though. The curiousity would kill me.


rm_SexyBBW382 51F
2224 posts
8/17/2006 4:58 pm

It is all very true there is much more but what I wrote gives people the idea of it. I have been curious about what he looks like but you know when it comes right down to it I didn't really need to see it to know how I felt. We still keep in touch today just these days it is only by email a couple times a month. I have another one I will write about it someday.........................Lori


ineedlovefromyou 53M
27 posts
9/11/2006 7:17 pm

what you have there is beautiful and worth treasuring, i have no doubt there is a reason for him not wonting to show you his picture. whatever his reson is respect it and take what he has given you, wich is something that most people only dream about. A friend who is there for you when you need them someone to lough with some one to chere you up when you are sad, it sounds like he you found your sole mate, so not getting to see his face is a small price to pay for everything else he gives willingly

mark


rm_SexyBBW382 51F
2224 posts
9/12/2006 7:08 am

I have to agree with you, I use to feel I had to see his picture but the truth is I don't need to see it...................Lori


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