SO WHAT NOW  

Serenely_Yours 116
10210 posts
6/1/2006 3:13 am

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SO WHAT NOW


Before I was married, I was very daring when come to meeting up with guys. For a drink, a movies or some hanky-panky. Of course all took awhile before we decided to meet. I am not a person who just want to jump into bed with any Tom, Dick or Harry, well although I know I can be super-horny but good at self-control.

Now that I am married. Things are different. I have a hubby who can satisfy me. Still good at self-controlling at my desires. I think its the thought of seeing another guy outside, discreetly, or even with the knowledge of my hubby, set my adrenaline rushing. I dont get to experience this kinda rush when I was single. Im so excited that I dunno if I can speak properly when I see him. When have I becoming so daring and crazy? I really dunno!!! I lost touch with such feeling for four years. Now I ask myself if Im ready to get set and go.
Sometimes I swallowed hard, the thought of meeting the guy and what is going to happen if we cannot control our desires and start to have sex!!! Someone asked me why I want to meet for just a drink and nothing more. Guess Im simply not ready to go further, even we have that chemistry.

Must be the guilt. Must be the thought of my hubby. All of these are holding me back steadily.
So when? Unless I meet a guy with a great art of seduction, one who really cannot resist me or me not able to resist him, no matter how good I am at controlling.


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rm_beach_man101 37M
8 posts
6/6/2006 11:59 pm

hmm... i hve no comments abt tis
but i really like reading ur blog...
very interesting though...


Serenely_Yours 116
9198 posts
6/2/2006 7:40 pm

    Quoting goodtry:
    Well I guess that is the difference between being single and married. Being single you have not worries you just go for what you desire, however after you got married, you need to frequently remind yourself of the feeling of your partner which is not going to be easy.
THATS RIGHT.
And thats why Im experiencing vertigo now.
BUT NO MATTER WHAT, I WILL BE A RESPONSIBLE PLAYER.




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Serenely_Yours 116
9198 posts
6/2/2006 7:36 pm

    Quoting rm_zahuma2:
    I would suggest that if you love your hubby then you shouldn't be going out with someone else ...




Im a bad girl. And going to be a bad bad one soon.
I love my hubby dearly.
Just that thought keeps going in my mind.
Im seeing vertigo.




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Serenely_Yours 116
9198 posts
6/2/2006 7:32 pm

    Quoting rm_Blinded1969:
    LOL.... the time will come, even if hubby is good at satisfying you trust me ann, you'll definately wanna try someone else. the thought of, how is it like kissing a different partner? how is it like being pleased by a different partner? i can go on n on n on.... but yeah u know what i mean... juz wait. it'll come to you
OH YES I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN.
Im just waiting for the right opportunity.


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simple_simon4 52M
144 posts
6/2/2006 2:06 am

oh what the heck ..... listen to your heart !! and live your life !!


Serenely_Yours replies on 6/2/2006 7:45 pm:
Simon dear, I will try to live a fulfilled life.
Truly fulfilled.


rm_riversexam 44M

6/1/2006 11:09 am

hmmm...sure strong desire might allow your little devil take control of you! and there will be no turning back.....


Serenely_Yours replies on 6/2/2006 7:44 pm:
YUP... blame it on the devil?


goodtry 55M
918 posts
6/1/2006 10:05 am

Well I guess that is the difference between being single and married. Being single you have not worries you just go for what you desire, however after you got married, you need to frequently remind yourself of the feeling of your partner which is not going to be easy.


rm_zahuma2 50M
459 posts
6/1/2006 5:06 am

I would suggest that if you love your hubby then you shouldn't be going out with someone else ...


rm_Blinded1969 38M
916 posts
6/1/2006 4:41 am

LOL.... the time will come, even if hubby is good at satisfying you trust me ann, you'll definately wanna try someone else. the thought of, how is it like kissing a different partner? how is it like being pleased by a different partner? i can go on n on n on.... but yeah u know what i mean... juz wait. it'll come to you


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