Anticipation & Mental Stimulation!  

SerendipitysKiss 40F
33 posts
2/8/2006 7:44 am

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Anticipation & Mental Stimulation!

That morning I woke up knowing that I was going to see this man. I had been approached in the only way that gets my attention anymore.

~Mental Stimulation~

mmmm....It's one thing to be physically stimulated, but to have someone reach inside of your thoughts, stir curiosity, provoke the imagination, and mmmmm just make you want more. That's what I've come to love. This one email did that for me. It couldn't be denied, I officially rented this guy a space in my mind which he often stirs the senses.

I spent the whole day hoping that I would get to run into him, tho telling myself that it wasn't going to happen so I didn't harbor any expectations. So the three of us set out for the super bowl party, (late as usual) and drove down to the m&g spot for Sundays.

My sister and friend both let lose and were being crazy as is the norm for us, while not completely able to stay on topic due to a wandering mind I decided to shoot pool to take my mind off him.

We were getting ready for the jaunt back to sac, when I thought hmmmm....I'm just going to see if he's going to show. So I text him, thinking he would be getting ready for bed and we should go. Then I heard it, SOS....(yup that's my text ring) I literally shook with anticipation. Foreplay! That's what this was, and ooooo it was working. I hit the read button and I saw his words, I'm on my way.

*Blushing* I suddenly forgot how to play a game I've been playing for years. I couldn't keep my mind on anything.

SC said to me "YOU?!!!? Nervous? omg I never thought I'd see the day" I retorted with nervous laughter, and said....When they make me feel like this yeah. She was floored that I was transformed into a very fidgety mind wandering woman that was nothing of the confident sometimes obnoxious wild spirit that she was so used to.

As he got closer, I could feel the butterflies in my stomach flutter more, my game was getting even more erratic, and I couldn't stop checking to make sure everything looked ok. Hair? check! Eyes? check! Butt in these jeans? Check!

The text messaging became my tormentor. With the master of the game holding his taunting device in his hand. I must have looked at the door every two seconds, my heard racing, wringing hands, and nervous laughter at nothing in particular. Then the moment came. I got yet another text.

~~~~~I'm here!

I lost my breath. OMG What if he doesn't like me? What if I don’t look like my profile pic's, hair is too short, eyes not blue enough, etc etc. The fear of rejection, mixed with the anticipation, and knowing that I none of those things were out of place.

I heard the door nearest to me open. I had my back to it watching one of my friends shoot, I almost didn't but I just had to. I turned! OMG my heart about left my chest. I laughed and walked around the pool table like a school girl with a crush on the hot guy. I looked at him and as he found his way to a chair, caught my gaze with his. I blushed from my toes to the tips of my hair.

I grabbed a stool next to him and smiled.

"Hey you!"

He looked at me with that playful gleam in his eyes.

"Well I made it"

mmmmm......and still even now I feel the butterfly’s anticipation of our next encounter..

crazygurl2xx 56F

2/8/2006 9:58 am

That's a great story! Thanks for sharing.

oldman1776 78M
3164 posts
2/8/2006 11:17 am

great post loved it.

rm_PurryKitty2 48M/49F
9753 posts
2/8/2006 3:16 pm

Cant wait to hear what happens next!

Purry {=}


SerendipitysKiss 40F
17 posts
2/19/2006 4:55 pm

It's always nice to know that we aren't terminally unique! *Smiles* I'm glad that you enjoyed it.

SirluvsStorms 46M
684 posts
3/7/2006 8:53 am

And boys dont get butterflies? You baby are a bundle of fun to get to meet.. I bet he enjoyed every little bit of time with you even if he passed out from it all! See this is the fun part of writing in your blog!

SerendipitysKiss 40F
17 posts
3/7/2006 10:42 pm

You are so right it is.....


And yeah he might have....who knows but me and the wall....haha

discreetfun95403 58M

6/21/2006 6:29 am

Great write up. Glad he was hot. So much better to have the thrill of anticipation met with the thrill of attraction.

rm_davidp1973p 43M
141 posts
10/25/2008 3:43 am

i bet he was more nervious than you as good looking as you are i would have died

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