I'm sorry...  

Secrets733 43F
224 posts
2/4/2006 8:02 pm

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

I'm sorry...

Let's be friends." he said...after allowing me to cool down the perfect amount of time. I think after all these years he knows what to do when he is in the doghouse and needs to get out of trouble but you would think that he would also know how to prevent himself from being banished to the doghouse in the first place.

It is much easier to be friends than enemies...Maybe I am just lazy...I've accepted his apology but I will not forget how he loses his patience with me.

I know that in my last post I said that I don't believe that love lasts forever...but I also believe that you can fall in and out of love with the same person over and over again. So there is hope for me to find love again with my husband, I doubt I'll ever find perfect love but who does?


muscles4u2have 54M
1642 posts
2/5/2006 11:15 am

When you met your husband did you think you had found perfect love? Did you really know him as well as you thought, before you got married? You are with a majority of people in life. Most have gone through what you are going through. It takes some longer to realize than others, that by prolonging their missery they are missing out on what life has to offer. Life is to short to be unhappy with ones self. You must try and figure out what will make you happy and go for it. Best of luck in your quest!
Some times to make you feel better, why don't you blog about what you would like in your life. Maybe a fantasie or 2. These things might make you feel better to get them out in the open.


Secrets733 43F

2/5/2006 1:11 pm

No and No...Thank you for reading and commenting on my blog. I appreciate what you have to say. I with think about sharing my fantasies with blog land. Writing does make me happy. I have shared some stories and fantasies with friends that I have met here and I think my friends can atleast say that they were entertained! and I was happy to share them with people I've built a little trust with. Just blurting out, kiss and tell stories in blog land make me a little nervous...

Maybe I will work on a fantasy story for my blog...I will think about it.

*To start, one fantasy the everyone has is to work less and play more. Isn't that true? Now what would I be doing if I were to have the perfect amount of playtime? To be continued....

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Secrets733 43F

2/5/2006 2:51 pm

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2/5/2006 1:11 pm
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No and No...Thank you for reading and commenting on my blog. I appreciate what you have to say. I will think about sharing my fantasies with blog land. Writing does make me happy. I have shared some stories and fantasies with friends that I have met here and I think my friends can atleast say that they were entertained! and I was happy to share them with people I've built a little trust with. Just blurting out, kiss and tell stories in blog land makes me a little nervous...

Maybe I will work on a fantasy story for my blog...I will think about it.

*To start, one fantasy the everyone has is to work less and play more. Isn't that true? Now what would I be doing if I were to have the perfect amount of playtime? To be continued....

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Secrets733 43F

2/5/2006 2:54 pm

No and No...Thank you for reading and commenting on my blog. I appreciate what you have to say. I will think about sharing my fantasies with blog land. Writing does make me happy. I have shared some stories and fantasies with friends that I have met here and I think my friends can atleast say that they were entertained! and I was happy to share them with people I've built a little trust with. Just blurting out, kiss and tell stories in blog land makes me a little nervous...

Maybe I will work on a fantasy story for my blog...I will think about it.

*To start, one fantasy that everyone has had at one time or another would be to work less and play more. Isn't that true? Now what would I be doing if I were to have the perfect amount of playtime? To be continued....

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L00kin4Passion 56M
61 posts
2/6/2006 1:51 am

Hun... most of us men are stupid that way. I always used to say the doghouse is wored for cable cuz I'm in there so much. Not much has changed except the dogs hold higher importance than me in my own household on many levels.

In the end, I'm counting on the concept that it's easier to be friends than enemies. No, you won't forget any past transgression (I'd argue that's a trait found on the X chromosome that men don't have). At least you both see fit to reconcile and forgive even if the forget part is not the cards. I never doubted you loved your husband. Maybe YOU did but your writing gives you away.

Perfect love among imperfect souls really sounds like a long shot doesn't it? I think closest to perfect is unconditional love. The problem is us ("I love you if..."). Conditions are placed on us all the time throughout a relationship which seems to wear down that "in love" thing.

Could you? If he asked you to:

Love me without fear
Trust me without questioning
Need me without demanding
Want me without restrictions
Accept me without change
Desire me without inhibitions
For a love so free....
Will never fly away.
~ by Dick Sutphen ~

Could he?

Don't forget to love yourself.


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