Why Can't I??  

SeaMist66 50F
3480 posts
8/15/2006 5:10 pm

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10/6/2006 7:43 pm

Why Can't I??

This ought to be insteresting.
I have really looked deep in
side my soul the last week or
so.I cant belive Ive thought
all this time that I was bold
and very straight forward with
my feelings.I always knew wat
I wanted..but I have realized
im a real chicken shit!!

Im in the middle of a real mess
call it torn..confused..wat da
fuck ever,but I have realized
I have some deep feelings for
some of my friends ive met on
this site..and the kicker is
theres so many qualities they
all share,yet they each have
their own special quality that
seperates each of them..

I maybe should not be blogging
about this,but I cant find it
in me to say wat I want to say
to my friends..I would never
wanna hurt someone,im not that
kind of person...I juss cant
dew it anymore.I want to tell
each of them how I feel,and
wat I want.But ima chicken
shit I reckon...

Example:Wanting something
thats juss outta reach.

Example:Wanting something
within ur reach,but to afraid
to reach out for it...

Sometimes I say to myself
"Wat are you dewing?"..
I reherse my lines...ok
Im juss gone spit it out
and suffer the wrath of
rejection and the pain of
hurting another..ruin a
great friendship in the
process see why im scared?

Ever been like this?

Ever had someone reach
for ur hand and touch
ur heart?

I thought ide outgrown
feelings like this...

"Totally confused in South Carolina".......


SeaMist66~~


SeaMist66 50F

10/6/2006 7:43 pm

I dig food play

Mist66

SeaMist66~~


KMA5 40M
771 posts
10/6/2006 5:40 pm

I must be so annoying my metaphors either make pepople horny or hungry. I look forward to these moments when you are both


SeaMist66 50F

10/6/2006 1:10 pm

hummmmm Sundae....sounds yummy.....I could stand a rich CHOCOLATE Sundae right now....the last one is still lingering on my tongue

He did taste awhfully sweet


Mist66

SeaMist66~~


KMA5 40M
771 posts
10/6/2006 10:24 am

a friendship should outlast a fleeting feeling for fornication.**wiping the spit off your face, sorry bout the F's**
I have travelled into the past from 2 months from now, to ask "is there any harm in asking for whipped cream on a perfect sundae?" Even if it isn't available, you'll still have the sundae


KMA5 40M
771 posts
10/6/2006 10:23 am

a friendship should outlast a fleeting feeling for fornication.**wiping the spit off your face, sorry bout the F's**
I have travelled into the past from 2 months from now, to ask "is there any harm in asking for whipped cream on a perfect sundae?" Even if it isn't available, you'll still have the sundae


SeaMist66 50F

8/16/2006 3:17 am

Sugar...you are a real friend...was I bold and straight up when we were in school???LOL...guess thats the first sign we getting old

Im glad I have you to talk to gurl..shame we didnt realize the friendship that exist between us till recently...Ive always thought highly of you gurl...Im juss glad to have a great friend like you....not to mention those 3 beauties you call ur gurls...I dew feel alot better after our coffee and venting every morning

Thnxs Sugar....Proud to call you my friend

SeaMist66~~


SeaMist66 50F

8/16/2006 3:07 am

Solar...some ppl live their whole life and never experince that kinda realtionship...I thank you for sharing with me...im like weighing it out..

would a lifetime without ever knowing be easier than suffering rejection?

Damn ima big pussy sometimes****scratches head****

Till the last shovel of earth?...Thats awesome

SeaMist66~~


sugarbritches309 45F

8/15/2006 7:16 pm

SeaMist...Make no mistakes you are bold and straight forward. These are two things that even as a teenager I looked up to. I was so quite and you were so outspoken. I always wanted to be more like that...wellll...now I am so here goes. I understand your scared but you have no reason to be. I know your heart is aching but you must realize you are not in this alone. There is another side to this. As far as you know the other side may be thinking the same way as you. Afraid of rejection and pain but how will you ever know??? Can you go the rest of your life without knowing??? I dont think you can...Either way Im hear for ya gurl...rooting your on...
your buddy...Sugar


solar1965 51M/34M
17 posts
8/15/2006 6:23 pm

Seamist i had a friend he used to put on a dress and we would go out arm in arm carefree, we were the greatist of friends we never struggled to impress each other never struggled on conversation everything came naturally and twelve years down the track we still are intamite,we have a house we have travelled together and it still feels like we met just yesterday,he is the greatest love off my life and it came as naturally as some would say two men is unanatural,you have to follow whats within,and if its crash burn then thats better than being on the sideline watching someone else enjoy what could have been you.I wouldnt have enjoyed some of the best years of my life with anyone else if i had not gone for it and if we do break up then it is a relationship that i would never forget,because we will always be the best of friends till the last shovel of earth.


rm_PurryKitty2 48M/49F
9753 posts
8/15/2006 5:37 pm

It is always best to be honest and if they are truly your friends they will be there for you.

Purry {=}

Purry


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