The Light at the end of the tunnel  

SeaMist1966 50F
845 posts
11/17/2005 7:14 am

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3/5/2006 9:27 pm

The Light at the end of the tunnel

Yippieeeeeeeeeee..after 5 long yrs..its comming to and end...The boyfriend ive had is finnaly leaving...its taken 3 yrs to come to the end of a realtionship that was full of distrust,insecurities,and out right lack of communication...he was good to me the first few yrs..but his lack of trust was always there...I never gave him any reason to distrust me...the worse thing I did was join this site..we stopped having sex 8 months ago,and thats when I joined AdultFriendFinder...This site has been very good for me..I lost myself somewhere along the way..and im finding the person I used to be..I want nothing but happiness for him..Im not the woman to make him happy,and hopefully he will find her..The biggest problem I have right now is facing all the bills hes leaving me with..but wat dosent kill me will make me stronger...Gonna be rough to get on my feet again..but ima tough cookie..I can handle my own...I have 2 young sons to raise and ima dew my best for them..and for myself...Life comes with no gaurentees except its wat we make of it..and as sure as it will surley come to and end...Ive met some awesome ppl here and alot of new friends...Maybe ill find more...who knows...I wanna thank a few ppl for being here for me and you all know who you areto my gurls..alexandria_05....luckycharm143...BBSOUTHERNGURL.....and to you RedGarterBlkLace...yall have helped me alot and I appericate you all...Nothing better than having someone to vent to when we need it...The not going to mention names here but you guys range from different parts of the United States...but you know who you are...I thank you too..for making me feel like im someone..not just mom,housekeeper,cook,you know wat I mean...For the first time in many yrs I have a clue as to the aim in life I have....and im going to work very hard to make my life complete...and ill start with taking my big ass to work...*hugs to the beautiful ppl*...Baby,Baby,Babyyyyyyyy...Baby,Baby,Babyyyyyyyy,Baby,Baby,Babyyyyyyyyy!!!! feeling better already...check this out..

Date of Birth: 06/23

There is apt to be a comfortable feeling about the day, christie, that should make you feel quite secure and nurtured. Perhaps you are feeling protected by a strong force, maybe an internal one, that is working to remind you that as long as you stay within the lines, everything will be fine. There is a familiarity to things today that will make it easy for you to navigate any white-capped waters.

Maybe the Force is wat I call "FRIENDS"

There really is a light at the end of dark Tunnels

rm_Hunkdaddy10 33M
96 posts
11/18/2005 6:33 am

Good luck with everything. I know it's hard but somehow we make it through. With pics like you have posted, I'm very sure that you'll have tons of guys wanting to "make sure you're ok". lol

Keep those pics coming. All of us single guys love em.

SeaMist1966 50F

11/19/2005 4:39 pm

Thank you deary....Its fellas like you that make women like me smile

havefunxoxo 55M  
162 posts
11/29/2005 3:55 am

well SeaMist
hoping all will be good for you,you sound like a very nice lady.good luck,and hope of meeting you

oralpleezeru2 53M

11/30/2005 11:37 am

Seamist, 1st off Ive been away awhile and the new pic is AWESOME! I hope you get all you go for, I just wish I had the heart to leave my mate of 20 years, love her but just not in love anymore. And if you ever get to Wis. we may have to hook up for a drink. Theres nothing sexier than a strong women - you rock babe.

SeaMist1966 50F

11/30/2005 6:50 pm

My Gosh oralpleezeru2...damn good to see you made it back...missed ya in Flirting...and its comming together for me...hes gone yippieee...its bad to love someone and dont want to hurt them...but the love was gone 3 yrs ago...damn its good to see you made it back

oralpleezeru2 53M

12/1/2005 12:20 pm

Hey mist, Are the pics in this blog all of you (pierced)? If so how bout a xmas present just for me? Please

SeaMist1966 50F

12/1/2005 9:28 pm

Yes the are oral....have you been a good boy this yr?

oralpleezeru2 53M

12/2/2005 10:01 am

Oh yes Im so good I squeak! lol

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