Left Behind  

SeaMist1966 50F
845 posts
6/12/2006 9:20 pm

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Left Behind

I sit here tonite with a very heavy heart
Today my brother Dewayne left us all behind
He was sick for some time,and I guess his
body juss couldnt take this life anymore.
He was 47 and the next to the oldest of 8
kids.Joey who was the oldest was killed in a tragic car crash in 1994...Rick the youngest
boy died in 1984 of leukeimia at the age of
21...and now Dewayne is gone too..He called me "Babygirl" and we had a good realtionship
He was the father of a 22 yr old son..my
nephew Michael...

Michael had juss joined the Marines and is stationed at Camp Lejune NC...Dewayne was so proud,and yet so afraid Michael would be sent
to Iraq and he would not make it home...and now
my nephew is on his way back to SC with his mother knowing that when he gets here,his dad will not say..Damn Mike you getting tall boy
but the old man can still take you down..LOL
Mike looks so much like his father..but much taller...very handsome youngun he turned out to be..

Dewayne had juss bought a new John Deer Gator
My 10 yr old Bubba loved that damn Gator..It was so hard to tell that little boy his Uncle Dewayne has gone and left us all behind..kids dont understand death...hell im almost 40 and it still shocks me to no damn end..I try to explain it to my kids..death is part of the cycle of life
all things living muss die at some point...but why does it hurt so fucking bad right now..Ill never answer the phone and hear his say.."Babygirl"...That hurts to realize that ya know?

Theres still Kim...Pam..Tony...Me ...and Tammy..how will we manage to contuine?...juss like we have thru the deaths of Joey and Rick...we still have eachother...and although we are spread apart...we know the love that we all have for eachother is there...im sorry I thought I could dew this but its not working...I have to stop now..


Peace Out Blogville......

nightnsa 48M  
415 posts
6/13/2006 6:25 am

i am so sorry for your loss

SeaMist1966 50F

6/13/2006 7:30 am

Thnxs Cowboy..I appericate you listening to me ramble...its juss hard to have someone there all ur life and then in the blink of an eye...there gone physcially...but he will live forever in our hearts...

((((Big Gurl Hugs))))

nightsa...thank you too...its good to know ppl care..

rm_Rokker101 60M

6/13/2006 9:51 am

Just read this blog from you SeaMist....I too am sorry for your loss...only time will help, but with your great attitude about things, you'll be OK sweety.

SeaMist1966 50F

6/13/2006 6:35 pm

Thanks alot Rokker...I actually juss got in from my Parents house...seen alot of ppl I havent seen since I was a kid...Its was good to see them even though the circumstances were a Death...then me and my sister and a few friends all sat around and looked at pics and told stories about Dewayne....it helped alot

WowieZowie1 56M

6/13/2006 8:01 pm

I am so sorry honey...my thoughts and prayers are out for you and your family. You know if you ever need anything I'm here for you babe...

SeaMist1966 50F

6/13/2006 10:02 pm

Thnxs Wowie...sorry ive not had the chance to catch you...you are a good listner...im glad I have ppl here that care...I appericate ur friendship...and hope I catch ya soon...((((hugs)))

MoJoMack 56M
510 posts
6/14/2006 5:50 pm

SeaMist-I am so sorry for your loss. It seems that as you get along in life that death becomes a more frequent part of it, doesn't it? From your post, I saw that Dewayne was very well thought of and loved in your family and he will be missed but never forgotten. Peace upon you and yours, Darlin. Be well and blessed.


SeaMist1966 50F

6/15/2006 6:04 pm

Thanxs to you all...we layed him to rest today at 3pm...The service was absoulty beautiful...we made a big board with pics from yrs back to juss some taken last week...He looked so peaceful...but we all expected his to sit up and say his favortie words...shssssit!!!


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