Sassy loses her fucking mind and spills it ALL!!! Part ONE  

SaucyNSassy 38F
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3/25/2006 9:59 pm

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3/28/2006 11:53 am

Sassy loses her fucking mind and spills it ALL!!! Part ONE


I don't understand why it is so hard to find ONE man that I can have sex w/ on a regular basis and still spend time with. Why is that soooo fucking hard? Men either fall in love with me BEFORE they meet me and want me to leave my husband OR they are just the typical Pricks who want to fuck every woman in sight. Where are the men in between? Where are the men who want to meet you, get to know you and then actually like you for you...then you have sex... then you fall in love... (quite a while later) and then I leave my husband....lol. Just writing that part "then I leave my husband" made me laugh. It sounds SO crazy. I mean... til' death do us part right??? Damn, why didn't he take the to "love and to cherish" vow seriously??? Or that you aren't supposed to "with hold" from your spouse? Fuck me.. I am so screwed these days. My ex wants to get back together, YES THE FUCKING EX from Dallas!!! (the one who told me AFTER we had been seeing each other and He KNEW from the beginning that I wanted kids that he doesn't want any more kids so I told him I wouldn't leave for him & couldn't see him anymore) I find it so hard to say no to him. He just does SOMETHING to me and it makes me crazy. THEN, there is the "nice guy" that I HAD been talking to for over a mth online and on the phone until he FREAKED the fuck out on me and blew me off b/c I wouldn't LEAVE My husband BEFORE he and I even met. This guy and I could have met and really had amazing chemistry but NOOOO he ran... Why can't people just meet and be friends without expectations? THEN, if something happens, it happens... If NOT, you have a new friend.
Okay, to be cont...


SaucyNSassy 38F

3/26/2006 10:48 pm

Handsum, lol... Thanks for those words of knowledge. You are so cute!

"Sassy"


QuiteAGoodHandle 51M

3/28/2006 1:34 am

Hi again Sassy,

I think you have the right approach. People need to meet with an open mind and be flexible, not to set too many difficult conditions, etc. Asking someone to leave their husband before they meet is just not doable, nor practical.

I didnt realise you were married? Does Hubby know you go on-line here, and are meeting guys, and what is your current state of relationship?

Keep up the blogging, its always interesting to see what is happening in your life, and as always, best of luck with your man-hunt.

Quite.


SaucyNSassy 38F

3/28/2006 11:53 am

Quite, Hey honey, I haven't seen you in awhile. I missed you! Yes, when he wanted me to leave my husband before I even MET Him, I thought he was nuts! He knew that I was married in the beginning and he had no problem talking to me about meeting.
Yes, I am married. He has no idea that I have met men or that I am on this site. Now, he is a freaking computer genius so if he WANTED to know, he would. Frankly, my dear, he just doesn't give a damn. (sorry had a Gone w/ the Wind moment...lol) He and I haven't had sex in almost a year and before that it was Oct. 04'. Pathetic. He has no interest in me. Even after losing 65lbs, he still takes no interest in me. So, I gave up after dealing w/ the lack of emotional support, attention and sex for 2 yrs.
Thanks for the luck sweetie!
"Sassy"


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