Alone in a crowded room?  

SassyChrisls 112F
413 posts
1/22/2006 9:24 pm
Alone in a crowded room?


Ever had a fairly good start to a day (nothing's really gone wrong) and then in that day at some point, you realize a lot of things at once?

So while the realization's on-coming and you're at work surrounded by strangers.... you feel you're alone and it hurts cuz you know you're not- look at everyone around you.

you dont know them, and they don't care to know you. I mean, they're strangers.. but what about the people you do know, i.e. your coworkers?

I had that today... I tried hooking up with a guy at work, just as friends or whatever. We work completely different hours and even if we were at work at the same time, we're in different departments. He mentions something about sometimes they (coworkers) hang out and go to movies, etc- I had said I don't really hang out with them.....

I was thinking about that when I saw him again today and it doesn't really matter how brutally truthful you are with yourself, it still pains to have such "realizations"-

That you're alone in this world and nobody gives a shit what you say/do except in your dreams and it probably won't change anytime in the near future.

What do you do when you have such times like these, if you ever had/have?


1niceguy2try 34T
167 posts
2/6/2006 3:51 am

huh, i thought i had replied back to this one... well i think i origionaly said somethin about long enough to pile up the issues again or whatever...

I could prolly just summarize it by saying, not long enough ha ha ha...

hope ya have a nice day

keep yer head up and dont give up hope and all them other cliche's


1niceguy2try 34T
167 posts
2/1/2006 4:42 pm

know what, when i feel like no one gives a shit, i decide i dont give a shit about anyone... then i go around doin some wreckless stupid stuff for a few hours or days until i scare the shit out of myself almoast chopping off a finger or comein close to fallin off a ladder and i start to forget that the world sux cause ill be too busy bein careful and paranoid about getting hurt ha ha ha ha


I_have_returned 43M

1/26/2006 11:33 pm

I know exactly what you mean....I really do. I think you rock.


ErosHunger 47M

1/23/2006 12:38 pm

I used to feel that way up through my 20's, alone in the world and no one to relate to. These days I have the ultimate support group at work. My co-workers are an amazing group of people and we all love each other very much. In a weird way I feel "married" to all the women there...hell if it were legal and morally aceptable I would marry them all....or at least sleep with them all...yeah...

Of course on the flip side, my own wife suffers from a personality disorder that has made her a complete stranger to me. I cannot put into words how empty that has made my home life. I try to stay at work as much as possible, even after hours when no one else is there. It's less lonely than being with her.


timberwolf6972 44M

1/22/2006 10:46 pm

HI SASSY, I LEARNED A LONG TIME AGO NOT TO DIP MY PEN IN THE COMPANY INK, ITS JUST A JOB DONT PAY ANY ATTENTION TO THEM, COME TO WORK, DO YOUR BEST AND GO HOME AND EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE. MOST PEOPLE WILL BE NICE TO YOUR FACE AND STAB YOU IN THE BACK OR LET YOU DOWN WHEN THEY GET A CHANCE, BLOW IT OFF ITS NOT EVEN WORTH GETTING UPSET OVER. YOU WOULD THINK THAT AS MUCH TIME AS YOU SPEND AROUND THESE PEOPLE THAT YOU WOULD AT LEAST HAVE SOME TYPE OF BOND BUT IT OFTEN DOESNT WORK OUT THIS WAY AND YOU REALIZE THAT YOU ARE SURROUNDED BY STRANGERS.


koomakie 56M/54F
1 post
1/22/2006 10:27 pm

in such a crisis look around swollow your shyness and try to show the good sides off yourself, if your able to give and to share, there is always somebody who gets close to you.
kisses Wim from italy


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