am I this transparent..???  

SacredStarDance
4888 posts
6/8/2006 3:25 pm
am I this transparent..???

I must be as transparent as the wings on this butterfly..

Where ever I go.. who ever I meet.. where ever I meet someone..They see me clearly..on line or in real life..they have me all figured out in a heart beat..

They see or read or hear my smile..learn that I'm easy going.. very laid back..like I don't have a care in the world..
That I would give the shirt off my back.. feed you my last meal

Until they take advantage of me.. then the real colors come out.. there striped..bold and rich in color..and loud..

What they don't realize is I see their real colors..I just have poor judgment to absorb them and maybe there colors will bleed with my transparent wings..
after all.. the more color I have.. I learn, and I grow, and I fly high.. I do not go back to my cocoon

I fly...

I fly under the stars


under the stars
We choose to write
you choose what you comprehend.
read twice and be nice
every key stroke... has a heart beat



SpaceRangerNJ 55M
4687 posts
6/9/2006 7:54 am

Learing to defend myself. Learning to speak out when I have been wronged. Not keep it all in. Always had been afraid of conflict. Soemtimes I know I have been wronged but can't put my finger on exactly how until days later. Need to learn how to have conflicts right; keep the emotions under control. Glad you made it. Keep on rocking! You are great.
SR


SacredStarDance replies on 6/9/2006 8:08 am:
yes.. its a amazing trip. when you can sense it.. almost feel it..but just can't place your finger on it.. let it ride.. then bam it all comes to clear..but I dont say anything of fear of acting foolish..but is it foolish to want to believe the best. I have just learned to say whats on my mind
Thanks..huggssssssssssssss

nikid_64 52F

6/9/2006 5:31 am

How wonderful, thank you for sharing.

Kisses
Niki


SacredStarDance replies on 6/9/2006 6:39 am:
Thank you

SacredStarDance

6/8/2006 7:45 pm

I can understand the confushing.. after all I rambled it .. what I'm saying is I'am a nice person and its my ora..
I do nice things .. and a sucker and taken advantage of and would do nothing, just hold things in and let things ride.. no matter how much it hurt inside and I would continue to be nice .. I have learned to show how I feel now instead of hiding in a cocoon...
wrong..the way I feel and communicate it..is never wrong..maybe confusing..but never wrong.
Thanks for your comment

under the stars
We choose to write
you choose what you comprehend.
read twice and be nice
every key stroke... has a heart beat


rm_gerson42 52M
2419 posts
6/8/2006 5:25 pm

Wondering if there is anything wrong with giving both messages? I personally see them and respect them. I feel they are apparent. I would wish that you know that also.
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firestarter665 42M/39F

6/8/2006 4:42 pm

This is such a wonderful post! It is beautiful and true all at once.

It is good to have the bold colors come out sometimes. It makes you human.


SacredStarDance replies on 6/8/2006 7:24 pm:
fire.. to be bold .. I'm finding it beautiful where before I would just stay quiet and let people run me over... knowing they were going to..lol

bipolybabe 54F

6/8/2006 4:23 pm

Thank you for flyin' & showin' us how.

Flying, coming out of your cocoon is the only way to go!

BPB

BPB

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SacredStarDance replies on 6/8/2006 7:22 pm:
Thanks.. took me awhile to figure it out... so much more to learn..
thanks for stopping by

JuicyBBW1001 54F

6/8/2006 4:01 pm

What a cool picture Muffy. Sometimes I wish I could go back to my cocoon but other days I want to fly high.

Juicy


SacredStarDance replies on 6/8/2006 7:21 pm:
Juicy.. I have just learned it dosent do us anygood to go backwards.. look forwards

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