Part 2 Bi Princess..permission granted  

SacredStarDance
4888 posts
3/30/2006 11:22 pm
Part 2 Bi Princess..permission granted


Permission has been granted by the lovely Bi Queenlibgemoh
She has crowned me as Bi Princess..and allows me to continue with parchment and quail of "MY BISEXUALITY" ... Ok she dried my wet fingers and cracked her whip and yelled.." TYPE GIRL"

With all the emails that continue in..There was one that caught my attention the most.From a 22 year old woman in college That has had several experiences with woman.. She is confused from "Is it trend"?? or is this how she really feels.

Since she has been 16 it was cool for girls to be with one another sexually.. and we know how important it is to be cool when your 16. But now she feels numb to the point that she does not see having a "normal life with a man... she wants to fall in love, marry, have kids.. with a man.

Like I said.. I'm not and expert and this is such a fragile age. I told her to continue to read the blogs.

I Bi-princess new that I was Bisexual early on... It was no trend that I knew of.. I just knew.

My first attraction was to a Instructor in college.I was 25 She was in her 40's..I just felt such a strong, sexual attraction for this lady,She was full figured, sexy , sultry voice... It was her smile and how she just walked in a room, The smell of her perfume,, drove me crazy. Nothing ever happened.. but omg... the fantasies.
I was so young and thought there was something
soooooooooo wrong with me. But there's not...

So my Bi beauties... how and when did you know your Bisexual awareness?

under the stars
We choose to write
you choose what you comprehend.
read twice and be nice
every key stroke... has a heart beat



seek_my_flame 40F
465 posts
4/5/2006 10:08 am

Thanks for your nice words! I was referring to the very first one, named "flame to share"... And go ahead, link it if you like!


seek_my_flame 40F
465 posts
4/4/2006 7:58 am

Well, I remember myself falling for a teacher in high school, although I didn’t want to admit.
At the age of 27 I had my first bi experience (if you have the time go and read the first post in my blog). It was love though, not an experiment to satisfy my curiosity. I fell for her and I wanted her, her mind, her body, her smell, her everything... 7 months later, reality showed me its ugly face and I became "politically correct" again. Not for too long though...


SacredStarDance replies on 4/4/2006 7:56 pm:
Thank you...
I did read some of your post.. excellent blogs. Please tell me which post you are refering to... and may I link it?

libgemOH 56M/52F

3/31/2006 4:19 pm

    Quoting SacredStarDance:
    uggggggggg Its people like your co-worker that drive me crazy..a constant label..judgement..poor lost soul.
    This is why I had to blog this out... get it off my chest..

    I HATE TO BE LABLED

    Thanks for your wonderful post BI-QUEEN

    Yes.. I remember my first lap dance myself... yummmmmmm

    And yes I'am thinking about what we talked about last night... need some help with this..links.. questions...I want all you to feel free to jump in on this..

    bi bi..
Jump on this? That almost sounded like an invitation my dear!!


SacredStarDance replies on 3/31/2006 5:58 pm:
lmso... yes it does

SacredStarDance

3/31/2006 1:39 pm

The above was a response for libgem.... oops

under the stars
We choose to write
you choose what you comprehend.
read twice and be nice
every key stroke... has a heart beat


SacredStarDance

3/31/2006 1:36 pm

uggggggggg Its people like your co-worker that drive me crazy..a constant label..judgement..poor lost soul.
This is why I had to blog this out... get it off my chest..

I HATE TO BE LABLED

Thanks for your wonderful post BI-QUEEN

Yes.. I remember my first lap dance myself... yummmmmmm

And yes I'am thinking about what we talked about last night... need some help with this..links.. questions...I want all you to feel free to jump in on this..

bi bi..

under the stars
We choose to write
you choose what you comprehend.
read twice and be nice
every key stroke... has a heart beat


libgemOH 56M/52F

3/31/2006 9:24 am

I just got home from work and strangely enough, me and one of my co-workers had a discussion about bi-sexuality (and no, I DID NOT bring it up, nor did I reveal my own sexuality to her).

According to her, bisexuality is just a trend and all who are bi will eventually go lesbian. I just shook my head!!!

For me, I don't know how long ago I realized I was attracted to women, it just seems like always. I was with a man who was somewhat open sexually a few years ago and was able to admit my curiousity to him.

He took me to a titty bar. I was DROOLING at all the beautiful women. When he bought me a lap dance, the feel, the smell, the sight of this beautiful woman rubbing herself all over my body almost brought me to orgasm then and there!

When I first came here, I did not call myself bi-curious. I already knew I was bisexual! I called myself a bisexual virgin. I have been able to shed that virginity and had a couple experiences with women since.

I just love everything about a beautiful woman (by beauty, I look at beauty as an inside job, not just outward physical beauty). The sight, the smell, the feel, the taste. It just all really turns me on sexually. -B (aka bi queen?)


SacredStarDance replies on 3/31/2006 1:38 pm:
sorry... your response is below.. high on paint fumes here...lol

pragmaticCTcpl 61M/50F

3/31/2006 9:12 am

I knew that I was "different" at a young age. You know...that thing you can't put your finger on. I was drawn to other girls and one "very pretty" teacher when I was in 5th grade. I spent more time at her desk than in my seat! My experiences have been far and few between. Simply because I denied my Bi side for 10 years in my first marriage and since then I have unsucessfully been able to find that one "like minded female" who could be my lover and friend even though I'm married. So... my search continues for that special lady. If there is truly someone "for real" out there. I'm so scared because I truly loved one woman and she hurt me so very deeply. It's not a game. Thanks for hearing me.


SacredStarDance replies on 3/31/2006 1:26 pm:
yes..." that put your finger on it thing"..
It was the same here.. I knew it, but thought there was somthing wrong.. Then I fianlly talked to hubby about it.. I think all of Florida heard him cheering...lol.
But I have only been with 3 woman.. The 1st.. OMG.. and her and I were exclusive and both married.. it was wonderful. They had to move it broke my heart in sooo many ways..
Now.. Iam to searching and hoping to meet another wonderful lady

runzwithknives 59F

3/31/2006 6:46 am

Hmmmm...about 6th grade for me, so 12 or 13. Realized that I was different in the sense that my feelings for girls were at an equal level with my feelings for boys. Not too much later I had the opportunity to act on those feelings. Wonderful and confusing at the same time. Sexuality is a hard one (sometimes at any age) but particularly hard in those early teen years. But it really wasn't till much later (30's) that I connected with other women, gained the knowledge and courage to be with other woman and the acceptance of who I was, how to embrace it. Not wrong, not, bad, not different. Just me.


SacredStarDance replies on 3/31/2006 8:00 am:
Thank you so much for sharing.. such honesty, and so true

firestarter665 42M/39F

3/31/2006 5:47 am

I realized in high school that I was attracted to women. I thought that there was something wrong with me and never acted upon my feeling until a few years ago. Unfortunately, being married and being with a woman is difficult. Mr. Fire and I have our boundaries and the women that I have been with did not want to respect them.


SacredStarDance replies on 3/31/2006 7:59 am:
Fire..you hit the biggest subject of my emails.. The boundaries not being respected.. and this has also been my " our" dilima.

Thank you

angelofmercy5 58F
17881 posts
3/31/2006 4:59 am

MrsMuffland...I know there are alot of people here who claim to be bi-curious. So, this is really going to help to open a forum where people are comfortable commenting on this subject. So blog on Princess....blog on!


SacredStarDance replies on 3/31/2006 7:54 am:
Angel..thank you.

there is a big difference between a fantasie and the real feeling or just going along to try to fit in.. and yes it is hard to sort them out some times.

fantasylover_05 62M

3/31/2006 4:31 am

MrsMuff

I commend your courage!!

You are I am sure helping MANY with this topic!!

Keep it up Beautiful!!!


SacredStarDance replies on 3/31/2006 7:50 am:
Thank you.. It is also helping me

libgemOH 56M/52F

3/31/2006 3:58 am

Bi Queen? Darlin, you and I are gonna have to have a talk about this......

I'll comment on this after work (although you could just write what we were talking about yesterday and save me the time! ) -B


SacredStarDance replies on 3/31/2006 7:49 am:
OUCHHHHHHHHHH Did I just get spanked by the wand.???.lol more please.

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