I'm screwed up.  

Rudy1166 50M
132 posts
5/11/2006 11:06 pm

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I'm screwed up.

That's just how I feel at the moment. I know it will pass. But there are rare moments like right now, where I feel like I'm mediocre at everything I do.
I failed at marriage. My kid's in therapy. The only time I get noticed on the job is when I make a mistake. According to my mother, I'm a lousy son and I'm not showing enough love to my daughter.
Let's see what else I can mess up.

singleagain53578 47F

5/12/2006 4:06 pm

YOU are a GREAT father. Don't ever let anyone EVER tell you that. Heck you even bought her the Muppets take Manhatten and watched the whole thing with her. Now that deserves an award! Plus every Sunday, you pack a picnic, pick up yer daughter if you don't already have her and you take her to watch baseball. A day that both you and her look forward to and love. So don't ever let anyone tell you differently. She is the result of your failed marriage. Remember, it takes two to fail at that and even her family knew how rotten she was.

I still notice ya and think you are great. And when I fly there will show you the ways! lol


Rudy1166 replies on 5/12/2006 5:31 pm:
I really appreciate your support. It just feels shitty when the people closest to me, shit on me. Bet you know what feels like as well. It feels good when people are nice to me, but when someone tears into me, the pain sometimes lingers.

Rudy1166 replies on 5/12/2006 5:32 pm:
Look forward to seeing you.

flagg134 36M
1582 posts
5/13/2006 12:32 pm

Don't let people get you down Rudy there is no use in it you know you are a good father and also what you contribute to work. My current boss is the same way with me no congratulations good job. Always what more can you do for me. Like SINgle said you had a wonderful child as a result of the marriage single fathers are a rare breed and you care alot for your daughter which matters the most.

Take Care


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