The Scent From Long Ago  

Rubenesquelady5 45F
169 posts
8/12/2006 4:56 pm

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8/15/2006 9:48 am

The Scent From Long Ago

I have been rather off the scene (what scene?) and looking into my personal life and the changes I have gone through in the last couple of years since I moved abroad.
I realize how strong, independent and mature I have become.
I have had alot of challenges which I have overcome.
Some probably more so than the average however I think they helped to strengthen my inner self.
I can't help but draw strength from my past to deal with my present future which is sprinkled with challenges. I know it will get worse to get better in the long run.
Do I sound reflective? Yes. Perhaps.
It was ironic that my past walked by literally today. I was out with friends for drinks and dinner in a bar I have never been to. Sometime in the evening, as we were outside, a lone figure walking caught my eye as I did his. I knew him.
It was someone who I wished things had worked out as I genuinely liked him, enjoyed sex and loved to spend time with.
He had a difficult personality and rather set in his way unfortunately and we parted for good months ago. I still think of him when I pass his train stop. There were some good memories there.
He still looked good and I had a touch of regret when we said goodbye today.
I have only met two people from this site who met all my criterias, treated me the way I should be treated(in a good way), warm, successful but not so full of themselves (Gosh there are so many in this site) and intelligent plus we had really good conversations. They both can make my panties drop instantly. Sad that it didn't work out.
*sigh* On the bright side, there are plenty of fishes swimming around, one of which I shall see soon for testing and proding hahaha!

rm_ByNaomi 35F
1261 posts
8/15/2006 2:21 am

Go and get what you deserve

© ByNaomi MyMirrorWithin 05'-08'

Rubenesquelady5 45F
99 posts
8/15/2006 9:48 am

For sure!

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