Secrets Of Your Heart  

RoyalPurpleRose 52F
307 posts
4/25/2006 10:33 am

Last Read:
4/26/2006 7:51 pm

Secrets Of Your Heart

How can it be?
That I missed something
So life altering?
Deep inside I’m anguished
And ashamed
What a terrible Mother I am
To not know
To never guess
How did I miss
The hurt in your eyes?
How do I unlock
The secrets of your heart?
I know the rage is there
It’s simmering deep inside
Now and then
It threatens to engulf me
Bubbling up
Closing off my throat
Leaving me gasping
Desperate for breath
Searching my mind
Trying to find clues
To the secrets of you heart
Needing to find the key
Fighting the guilt
Consumed in pain
Racked by guilt
All must be put aside
Or how will you heal?
I must push it away
Bury it deep, so deep
The focus must be you
To help you heal
Time enough for
The fires of hell
Judgment will come
Once the key is found
And finally I unlock
The secrets of your heart.

Copyright © April 25, 2006 RPR
mood: desparing

rm_titsandtires 51M/41F
3656 posts
4/25/2006 11:41 am

*hugz* to you, RPR. We're all here for ya.


angelofmercy5 59F
17881 posts
4/25/2006 4:14 pm are not a terrible mother. A part of the growing up process that all of our children must go through is to "grow away" and to have secrets. And then....sometimes they just don't know how to reopen that line of communication. Sending ~hugs~ your way!

Jeepidiot 42M

4/25/2006 5:32 pm

I think just about every parent probably goes through this. At least the ones that actually give a damn about their children.

digdug41 49M

4/26/2006 6:38 am

Hey rose your gonna be just fine becoming a parent doesn't come with a manual and we often times have to play things by ear and wait to see what happens, you just hang in there and dont beat yourself up
whatever it is I 'm sure that you and your will get through

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