The Best of Times and The Worst of Times  

RedDevilJennifer 37T
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11/1/2005 4:10 pm

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The Best of Times and The Worst of Times


Originally posted: 7/24/05

Today has got to be one of the most screwed up days I've ever encountered.

Everything started normally, then the shit hit the fan. I'm driving down I-495 on my way back to the back to go to my chiropractor's appointment, and I got busted for reckless driving. The damn speedometer in my car is all fucked up and reads 0 half the time while I'm driving, so it's hard to gauge my speed. Cop said I was doing 92 in a 55. Can you believe that shit? So needless to say, I'm rather pissed that I have to go to court now.

And now for the good times. I had a breakthrough today. I had an appointment with my therapist, and I unleashed approximately 20 years of pent up anger. We got to talking, and the subject came up about my nemesis, the one responsible for destroying every last ounce of self-esteem I had. We got to talking, I went into a violent rage that I have never been in before. It was so intense that I was shaking and short of breath. He had me pretend a pillow was my nemesis. After my logic and my emotions finished conflicting, I let my emotions take over, and I wailed away on that pillow like I was posessed. That pent up aggression was very therapeutic. I can't recall ever going into such a rage in my life. At least now, I can quit living in the past and strive toward the future.

Fast forward about 9 hours or so. Tonight, I was meeting up with another local crossdresser. We were gonna go to Ziegfield's tonight and go clubbing. She's never been public before, and got a case of cold feet, and we wound up staying at the hotel room that she got for us. While I was disappointed that I didn't get to go clubbing, I did get laid, so it ain't all bad. Plus, she took 59 brand new pics for me to add to my website.

So, the best way to sum up today is the title of this blog entry. The best of times and the worst of times.

Until next time, I love you all.

Hugs and Kisses

Jennifer

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