Lacking Freedom Even At Home...  

RedDevilJennifer 37T
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11/1/2005 4:31 pm

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Lacking Freedom Even At Home...

Originally posted: 9/5/05

For those of you who know me quite well in the GX room, you know the dilemma I have every night.

I live with my brother. He knows about my lifestyle. He doesn't accept or approve of my lifestyle. So, every night, before he gets home, I have to change clothes, take my makeup off, and resort back to being a guy.

It sucks. I hate it, and I hate him for it.

I understand it's a tough thing for him to accept. I know it's kind of blindsiding that the brother he's known all his life now wants to be his sister. But, how is it fair to me? That I have to live a lie every night in order to keep the peace between him and I.

I don't how he's gonna react when I tell my parents about going full time. I guess he's either gonna have to deal with it or he won't speak to me. Either way it sucks.

Hmmm...I hate to just force it down his throat, but I need to be true to myself.

I'll have to figure something out. Just not sure what yet.

Hugs and kisses


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