Torment of the Spirit.....  

Raveheart2005 49M
47 posts
8/22/2006 5:41 pm

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9/11/2006 11:29 am

Torment of the Spirit.....


I have so much to say and here is my release, so if you dont want to read it click out now... if you do then after you read it ..remmember this were all just humans walking about this earth doing what comes to us naturally.

I am sitting here beside a freind I wont name a name but He decided life was over for him yesterday and tried to take it...I was called and rushed up here (wherever i am) this morning and I used ALL of my gifts to heal His mind body and spirit ...

Others are stepping in NOW I am to weak I am out of my sync ALL that was important to ME is gone this istant or on the verge of it....

I am turning Him over to people that love him for who he is and letting them care for him I am running hom in the rain to my safeplace and my shelter... to recharge and regroup...alone and scared and afraid that I have LOST something dear to me...

IM going to say this once I have nothing to give but love I dont know how to do it well I havent done it in so long...but its all i desire and crave to give....I have come to understand today what LIFE is and LOVE IS and when your fighting for your life to stay alive after you try to take it and someone comes in and lays a hand on your chest and yourblood pressure after loosing most of your blood goes back to normal intantly thats LIFE

thats POWER unexplainable thats a gift that NO ONE can explain and in giving it in being a catalyst I GAVE AWAY a PART OF MY OWN I know that now I feel it i see it, I am nothing I dont even have that safety rock of my own to curl up with....I go home to a house empty and cold.... I am so mixed with emotions I wont say more... This is the Torment of the Spirit !!


pipercat2000 56M

8/24/2006 1:16 pm

Right there with you brother.... just lost an old friend of 35 years over the weekend....

You will persevere!


rm_KarmoHunny 54F
888 posts
8/26/2006 3:36 pm

Hi Rave,

I hope your friend will seek out help to get through his struggles. Sometimes, we can only make it with the help of others. It it is very hard to make it through this life in this day and age. Problems abound from everywhere. We cannot give up the fight.

It's a good thing you are there for him. Hopefully your friendship will give him the strength to carry on. Not many are able to give love so selflessly as you have done. You will regroup and renew your spirit for you're a very special person!

Hugs


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