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So as I mentioned I saw over the last couple of weeks Some areas I needed to work on for me, And I have begun that process, nothing is changed overnight...
there is NO magical band-aid for programmed issues, there is NO magical destruction for life long boxes, there is no easy way to get out of comfort zone boxes.
I realize after this weekend , I am now faced with making some choices for me, do I get out of the box and let the long enslaved dragon feast, and whatever my choices are effect whomever, do I stop what all I started with those I was starting to sincerely care about. and let them pick out that I am the bad guy and spread their poisons of why and what kind of person I am.
I have seen this vicious poison float around this place even in the closest of circles.It can uproot relationships, it can blacklist people, it can take people that have been friends for years and turn them into enemies overnight.
I have to admit I have a fear of getting out of the box but NOT a fear of changing who I am , into something better. I think I am at a point tonight anything I decide will be Wong for anyone involved, sometimes its best to let time pass and not do anything in those regards. tonight is one of those nights.
I will wait yet again patiently. and see what time has in store. mean while the tiger paces the cage.
9/5/2006 4:05 pm
Like I said in my post... I'm out of the chrysalis... I am going to do a 180 man! In one month the change will be noticable. Feed the tiger let out the man.|