8:30pm. its Quiet- Almost Too quiet  

RailBaron2 54M
684 posts
9/21/2005 9:36 pm

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8:30pm. its Quiet- Almost Too quiet

I'm Kicked back,smoking my pipe,drinking a pepsi,
the only sound is the hum of the computer,the sound of the keys as I type this.No breeze rustling the tree branches outside. Not a dog barking, or even a car going by.
soon the 3rd day of this contest will be over
& the 4th day will have begun.A contest to see who can go the longest without sex, without having a orgasm. It is something I am used to.
I dont think my fellow contestants realize just
what it is like for me.They can Laugh, but can they Honestly walk a mile in my shoes?How would each handle the loneliness?They seem to have sex lives I can only dream about. I wonder
if there are some 63,000 women on this site seeking men why can't I find 1 who thinks I'm
attractive,who is SINGLE,that I would find
After this contest all the other contestaqnts have
some one they can cuddle with, kiss,make love to.
I do not have that privilage or luxury,have not had it for several years,on nights like tonight
I wonder If I will ever kiss a womans tender lips again,or feel her body next to mine.the song 'When will I be Loved" comes to mind.
even the blog responces are quiet a lot of people viewing- but few responding.I've searched the profiles for California & Nevada where I'm at
the nearest person that shows up is in town but no picture,I cannot read thier profile,in fact- the majority of the women either have a explicit photo that I cannot see, or no photo at all.
If a person has something to fear,something to hide why are they here?If your going to live a lie,why would I or anyone else want you?If you want to be with a liar,a cheat,someone that will hurt you -go right ahead but NOT with me you wont. I have posted pictures of myself,and my profile on my blog,answered over 200 questions so a person looking can see Me- who I am,what I think,what I feel-Its here on this site for the whole world to see .
Hi World,I'm Jim .This is who I am, where I'm at, what I do,how I live,what I belive,what I'm looking for.I've rambled on here for a hour-its 9:30 now Good Night world.

rm_luke69iner 48M
3275 posts
9/22/2005 6:17 pm

Hey Jim sorry about the loneliness thing

i feel it to at times

hope you find what you're looking for someday and that she finds what she is looking for in you

S'io credesse che mia risposta fosse
A persona che mai tornasse al mondo,
Questa fiamma staria senza piu scosse.
Ma perciocche giammai di questo fondo
Non torno vivo alcun, s'i'odo il vero,
Senza tema d'infamia ti rispondo

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