Another night with Jay  

RUhardcuzImwet 32F
29 posts
8/5/2005 7:19 am

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Another night with Jay


Jay and I... we're similar creatures in many aspects. Niether of us really likes each other, but we both provide each other with something the other can't achieve on their own. Jay buys me beer, I give him pussey. We get along all right as friends, but for the most part we only see each other when I want to be drunk and he wants to get laid. And for a while, this probably wold have worked out ok for me. If some things in my life hadn't reccently changed. I've enver really been a big fan of caring what people think, and I've always wanted a boyfriend to be romantic and have fun with and just do all the things that I see happening in those Julia Roberts movies... or hear about in those damn kelly clarkson songs. I realized that the first step in direction of finding a boyfriend is not saying "I need to find someone to love me." Instead, it's saying "I want to find someone to love." And it's sure as hell not easy to do that. My desparation vibe is strong. Guys sense it. They either take advantage of it or run away. This has got to stop. I've got to learn to stand on my own. So... (cracks open the last budweiser from last night) Here's to me, getting a life.

Listening to Birds chirping. Damn birds
Wearing PJ pants and a yellow tee

rm_zulawise 39M

8/10/2005 8:38 am

Hello, I have only one thing to say to you. You, my dear, are a hopeless romantic trying to find something that does not exist.

I am not trying to say that in a mean or demeaning way, I am just trying to say the truth.

And you are right, guys do sense the desperation and will take advantage of it.


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