The BITCH is Back!  

PurplePeach72 44F  
7753 posts
8/14/2006 1:49 am

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The BITCH is Back!

Yeap that's right, I'm back home. Actually I was back home, yesterday before 3pm. I think that means LJ & SSS owe me! They were betting I wouldn't be home until after 3pm...lol

It was a great weekend. Enjoyed the M&G in Macon tremendously. I know most of the chat roomers don't blog much and vice versa, but just in case, I want to tell all you hot sexy people I met Saturday night how great it was. I didn't know anyone other than MM and you guys (y'all) made me feel welcome. A very special thanks to MM, (even though he doesn't blog either...lol). He made sure I had a great time, and then some...lol You're the best. Thanks.

Came home to a "sick child". Actually, I don't think she's sick, just has a touch of Mommy-itis. We'll see how she feels when she gets back up for the day. She had an "accident" in the middle of the night, that's why I'm up at 3am when I passed out at 7pm.

I know SSS is pissed/disappointed/hurt or all of the above because I didn't jump his bones when I got home. We took Maggie out to dinner and came home to try to get her to settle down. I fell asleep a few hours later watching sharks..lol..and I vaguely remember SSS coming to bed. I guess I'll be spending my week trying to make it up.

School starts back this week & frankly, I'm looking forward to the distraction & having some work to do. Sub-teaching's pay went up, so I hope I can make some extra money.

All this emotional work, is a royal pain in the ass. I'm so glad we have a good therapist, but we were supposed to have a break from analyzing things. Other than when we're apart, it still seems we're in constant analytical mode, constantly re-evaluating, and 2nd guessing motivations.

"3am and I'm still awake, can you help me unravel my latest mistake? I don't love him, and winter just wasn't my season. Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing, their eyes, like they have any right at all to criticize. Hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason. Cuz we can't jump the tracks, we're like cars on a cable, and Life's like an hourglass glued to the table. No one can find the rewind button girls, so cradle your head in your hands, and breath, just breath." Anna Nalick "Breathe/3am"

I've got to find a re-focus.
So I don't constantly need to unwind.
I need to find that rewind button,
So I can prove it's not all fine.
I don't want what I used to have,
So I can make those mistakes again.
I wanna make something new,
So I can start all over again.

I'm just a selfish bitch,
as everyone I know can attest.
Don't lay on the floor like a dust mat,
Cause I won't be able to stop myself,
From stomping on your chest.
It's hard to stand up,
When you make it so easy to lay down.
It's even harder to lay down,
When you've spent your whole life standing your ground.

I don't know when or where I lost it,
So I sure don't know if it can be found.
I'll spend this time searching,
Trying to cover all that ground.
Am I courting misery?,
or just listening to the sounds?
Being that selfish, cold bitch,
or just the only one who hears the sound.

I can feel the tracks humming,
feel the adrenaline start to flow.
The steel rail is shaking,
now I hear the whistle blow.
Soon the red lights will flash,
and the gates will close,
Cause there's a train coming,
even if it's coming slow.

You can't stop 50 tons of steel,
and it's hard to change the tracks.
Even when the brakeman isn't asleep at the back.
You gotta trust your switch man,
to tell what speed to go,
he's the only one with clue, and lots of times even he don't know.
You can't see where you're headed,
and you sure as hell don't wanna go back.
So stoke them engines boys,
let's eat up some tracks.

{=}LeeAnn



Kisses,
LA


hunterpt 54M  
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rickyspanish76 40M
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meerkittykat 42F

8/16/2006 9:09 pm

School=Distraction. In my world, that seems to have been a massive, time-consuming, brain-numbing mind fuck. Talk about masochism.

If it were all easy, we'd never learn from it, and we'd deffo never grow into better, more complete people.

Be well......both of yas.


sexyariesgirl 57F

8/16/2006 5:15 am

Glad you had a good weekend....hope the little one is better so you can get those rewards in too!

Power To FOK


PurplePeach72 replies on 8/16/2006 3:31 pm:
Hey Sexy,
Thanks for coming by, yeap Mag's is all good now and settling into the new daycare. I've been aptly rewarded...grining evilly...but the losers still have their collective spanking to get...lol
{=}LeeAnn

rm_sexkitty0007 53M/48F

8/15/2006 10:07 am

Yes, he is treating me very well. Like the "sir" part...lol all that and a bag of chips~~~indeed?!?!? Hmmmm-will not comment on that one.
No offense was taken, I promise. As for the out him anymore? Please do not tell me he is still calling you for sex? Damnned MEN!
UGH!
Kisses,
Bon-Bon


PurplePeach72 replies on 8/16/2006 3:29 pm:
Hey Bon,
I'm glad to hear he's living up to his name and reputation. I have no doubt he's capable of being a great guy. And as for me, I can honestly say that I haven't heard from him since the night you and I had dinner. He knew I wasn't playing his games anymore, he pushed too far, and he knows he won't be getting any of me...lol...so no he isn't still asking me for sex. You can give him a bone for me, good boy Sir PH good boy...as you pet his pretty little head...hahaha
Kisses,
LeeAnn {=}

rm_sexkitty0007 53M/48F

8/15/2006 6:26 am

I know that its "him" just wodering what "Sir PH" means? lol What does PH stand for?
Bon


PurplePeach72 replies on 8/15/2006 8:13 am:
Hey Bon,
It's really just my Blog nickname for him. The Sir was a sarcastic comment on his attitude of thinking he's all that and a bag of chips. The PH was just easy b/c it's the last 2 letters of his name, and the capital letters were a personal comment again on his attitudes. As if he's some gift to women, please. Sorry didn't mean to offend. I didn't want to "out" him to anyone so I try to keep my partners anonymous unless they are ok with the added attention blogging can bring. Hope Sir PH is treating his Lady right!
Big Hugs & {=}'s,
LeeAnn

champagnechaser 41F
1639 posts
8/15/2006 5:14 am

I am so impressed with your great understanding of each others needs, as well as your commitment to each other. It's wonderful to see a marriage such as yours, it gives the rest of us hope.


PurplePeach72 replies on 8/15/2006 8:08 am:
Thanks CC. I believe there's always hope. Nothing is perfect and every relationship takes work. Thanks for coming to visit.
Hugs & {=}'s,
LeeAnn

PS

Big CONGRATS on the Blog Wedding

NSAAddict 42F

8/14/2006 7:38 pm

Lee-Ann, welcome back! If you're up for some more "partying" come join us for [post 468648], she and Kalie are tying the blog-knot and we'd love to have you Steve, I'm so impressed with the maturity of your relationship, you both have something very special


PurplePeach72 replies on 8/14/2006 10:20 pm:
NSA,
I'm always up for a hot party with you, CC and Kalie. Be right over, got smoke, got alchohol, got toys, got extra batteries, drinks, sunglasses, ok ok I'm on my way!
{=}LeeAnn

rm_sexkitty0007 53M/48F

8/14/2006 7:14 pm

By the way what exactly does "Sir PH" stand for???
Bon


PurplePeach72 replies on 8/14/2006 10:15 pm:
Uh well, "Sir PH" isn't a what, he's a who, and a who, with whom you are well aquainted. Please tell me you are not just nowing realizing who?
Hugs & {=}'s,
LeeAnn

SingleNLooking72 106F

8/14/2006 5:37 pm

Now, you know, we don't like spanking!

WE LOVE IT!!!

Thirty strokes....let's see, what can we do with that???

Can you smell the smoke and hear the gears turning???

LJ?*


rm_sexkitty0007 53M/48F

8/14/2006 4:36 pm

I'm glad you had a great time, and I think that you do the same thing I do....think far too much. Sometimes, I just cant turn it off, and I'm up at 3:00 with thoughts flying by, and guilt, and regret. Then morning comes and I just say "fuck it" oh well. You are a great wife and mother, you just dont give yourself enough credit for that.
You are very lucky to have a "switchman" some of us here, do not.
Kisses,
Bon-Bon


PurplePeach72 replies on 8/14/2006 5:10 pm:
Hey Bon-bon,
Are you going to start blogging, now? WooHoo! Thanks for coming by mine. I frequently over think everything, but in your case, well I could see how certain other people's habits could contribute to over thinking on your part! Thanks so much for the compliments, I appreciate that.

As for the "switchman", we can all have one. It's not necessarily about a single person, it's about faith that things will work out.
Hugs and Kisses{=}
LeeAnn

Djeeper1987 47M

8/14/2006 2:10 pm

Sounds like you had a blast, and wondering what your reward is for getting home before 3.

Carpe Diem


PurplePeach72 replies on 8/14/2006 3:42 pm:
Good Question DJ, I think LJ and SSS want a good spanking...lol
{=}LeeAnn

SingleNLooking72 106F

8/14/2006 7:50 am

I'm so JEALOUS!!! Wish I could have made the trip to Macon, I hear alot of my chat room buds were there. Oh well, I'll be the SSS "sitter service" anytime, lol. Eh, couldn't have gone anyway. Boy, when you finally make it to Sir Peter's, we're all in trouble!

Reading your writing, I must make an observation, and therefore, ask the obvious question....

Are you trusting your switch man???

Luv ya you hot sexy bitch{=}
LJ?*

PS: OK, so we were only 30 minutes off on our calculation of your return. Just what is it that we owe you??? Remember, I only repay in favors!


PurplePeach72 replies on 8/14/2006 3:48 pm:
Hey Sexy LJ,
I wish you could have gone to Macon too, it was lots of fun. I'll have to employ your sitter Services more often...lol Not sure about Sir Peter's, I'm feeling a little overly Domme right now to be having that sexy guy encouraging it...lmao

As to your question, depends on who you think I am referring to as "switchman", but the answer as asked is absolutely. My faith in my "switchman" is unshakable.

As for what favor I should ask of you and SSS, I would say 30 strokes but you would both love that way too well...lol I'll come up with something good...lol

Luv ya too, ya hottier sexier bitch,
LA{=}

PurplePeach72 44F  
9199 posts
8/14/2006 5:15 am

Glad she is back. I am not second guessing anything or analyzing anything anymore, I just take what life brings now. I know what she needs. I said ok, even though I really thought that she knew how hard giving up the weekend would be, and that no matter what she said it would mean our whole weekend. Big plans for her when she got back, all of us go out for a little while, enjoy a family evening(because even though she didn't think so I knew she would not be back for lunch) then home, set up the DVD with one of her old favorite movies, offered to draw a bath. Come in and she is asleep. She put everything into the weekend. I had thought the escape and the extra would make her excited to see me again. I am not pissed, just disappointed and maybe a little hurt. I love you with all my being, and will give what ever it takes to make you happy. All I have ever asked for is a little of your awsome love in return. I don't think it will take the rest of the week to make it up too me. I am not that bad.
yours forever, love
(=)steve


Kisses,
LA


rm_PurryKitty2 48M/50F
9753 posts
8/14/2006 3:32 am

You sure are creative at 3 a.m. in the morning.

Welcome back Lee Ann now go jump Steve! He missed you

Purry {=}

Purry


PurplePeach72 replies on 8/14/2006 9:08 am:
Thanks Purry! I had ever intention of jumping Steve but a ssemi-sick 3 year old has that plan on hold til later. Hopefully, she will sleep tonight.
{=} LeeAnn

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