By the Light of Day  

PurplePeach72 44F  
7753 posts
6/4/2006 4:53 am

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6/8/2006 2:45 pm

By the Light of Day

A new day dawns and brings a fresh new perspective on life. I'm glad I wrote that last post b/c I do need to remember those things and feelings. Scuba Steve's been telling me of late that I don't allow myself to feel, b/c of my fear of being hurt. Well baby, I was feeling it last night...lol Of course 3 Appletini's made by my favorite bartender Jeff, who likes to see us ladies stumbling drunk didn't help either.

To be perfectly honest, I had a great time last night, and I did have a dance partner. Steve and I danced several dances and the hunky bar manager danced with me, as well. I saw several handsome men who flirted and commented and those who recognized me hugged my neck.

I know I'm not cheap or dirty, but sometimes my demons have a sneaky way of creeping in when I least expect it. I don't guess any of us ever truly escapes them.

I'm blessed beyond words to have Steve in my life, and part of me will never understand why he isn't enough. He should be, but I'm honest enough with us both to know that. He is the love of my life and as always he proves that to me in so many ways. Thank you baby for loving me like no other.

Thank you friends, for listening to me blubber, in my moment of weakness. Never fear, I am strong, I am taking care of myself and my beautiful family, I'll be fine, I am woman, hear me roar!



Kisses,
LA


hunterpt 54M  
13346 posts
2/12/2016 6:50 am

Glad you back. Kisses


bicuri914 47F

6/5/2006 10:19 am

So glad to have you back!!! You are so wonderful, beautiful and caring that I hate that you had to go through that but you know (okay here comes the cliche') what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Keep the faith beautiful one and try not to let those doubts and insecurities get to you, otherwise the appletini's have the opposite effect of what you were looking for Luv ya, bicuri914


PurplePeach72 replies on 6/5/2006 11:32 am:
You are a great friend! Thanks for all your love and support! Love ,LeeAnn

rm_PurryKitty2 48M/50F
9753 posts
6/5/2006 5:38 am

Reeeeeeeeeeeeow hang in there baby and keep the faith. Be grateful for what you do have and think of others who dont have it.

Purry {=}

Purry


PurplePeach72 replies on 6/5/2006 6:12 am:
Thanks Purry,
You are purrrfetly right! Thanks for the kind words!
Hugs,
LeeAnn

sexyariesgirl 57F

6/4/2006 8:15 am

YESSSSSSSSSS! You roar girl! I know so well the demons too. There are times when I have a lot of the same feelings you speak of...it's just crazy isn't it?? It wasn't a moment of weakness darlin...just a moment of being completely human.

Power To FOK


PurplePeach72 replies on 6/4/2006 8:22 pm:
Thanks Sexy, I appreciate your understanding and support more than you know! Hope you had a great weekend!{=}LeeAnn

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