Living Two Lives  

PlayfulByNaature 59M/50F
10 posts
8/12/2006 7:18 pm
Living Two Lives

Hmmm. My first blog. I have never been one to keep a diary and yet, as I sit here naked before the computer, I feel the urge to share my thoughts as I so often share my body. Of course, succumbing to my urges is oh so easy.

So, my thoughts pretty much run along 4 lines. Work, social play, civil works, and adult play, not necessarily in that order.

I have been thinking a lot lately about the dual life I lead. The one where I go to work and go to my non-profit activities and I am seen as a competant, hard-working, upstanding member of the community, and probably even a conservative woman (to those who are unobservent or don't want to see the rest) and my private life where I am playful and sexy and a slut and as my husband tells me, most men's fantasy. (He is a wonderful man!)

I have been in this lifestyle for 3 years - primarily going to house parties for the first 2 1/2 and finding myself unfulfilled. Mentally, I think I have been in this lifestyle my whole life, and I am just now acting on it.

It is only recently that we have been on line and finding people where we can share our lives as well as our bodies.

With this transition to meetings with couples and finding friends, not just fuck buddies, I have found my private life seeping into my public life. I am dressing sexier during the day and flirting more. The response has been tremendous and interesting.

I guess I expected the men to see me as a peice of meat and not take me seriously. I expected the women to be catty and mean. Much to my suprise, the men do flirt with me (no suprise) and yet still take my opinion seriously. They actually listen more to what I have to say. Still more to my suprise, the women (not all, but most) have been as nice to me as ever and actually seek me out more to talk and also listen more to what I think.

What is this all about?

Would love to hear other experiences in this realm. Will write more soon. This is more fun than I could imagine.


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