a Collection of Reflections.....vol.1  

PipeDreams2oo6 44M
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7/15/2006 2:42 am

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7/23/2006 6:36 pm

a Collection of Reflections.....vol.1

When is it time

How does one know

When does the time come

Time to cleanse the mind

Time to wash away the sorrow

When is it time

How does one know

When does the time come

Time to put ourself first

Time to care when no one does

Time to take that first step

Time to begin our journey

When is it time

How does one know

When does that time come

Time to lose what was already lost

Time to search for what is missing

Time to give up things never had

Time to throw away that which is broken

When is it time

How does one know

When does the time come

Time to no longer survive,but live

Time not to be needed,but wanted

Time not to struggle,but to thrive

Time to ignore,not be ignored

When is it time

How does one know

When does that time come

Time to feel more than pain

Time to stop giving in and just give up

Time to erase the present

Time to forget the past

Time to embrace the future

When is it time

How does one know


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My shelter from the storm

No longer does it keep the rain from my brow

No longer does it keep the chilling wind from cutting to the bone

This shelter no longer protects me from the elements

My security blanket

No longer does it make me feel secure

No longer does it blanket me from the world around

My life jacket no longer keeps my head above water

No longer does it keep me afloat in the rough seas

The alarm system

No longer does it detect those who would rob the very last emotion from my body

My getaway no longer gets me anywhere except in deeper

The extinguisher no longer extinguishes the fires that burn from within

My defense mechanisms are no longer mechanically sound

No longer do they defend against those invading forces

Those that threaten to take the castle of my being

My happy place no longer seems to be happy

The storm clouds have rolled in,darkness clouds it's skies

My secret place is no longer secret,no longer does it hide me as it once did

No longer does it seem a place at all,more a fading memory

The once impenetrable fortress that surrounds the treasure of my heart and mind

It now seems so easy to gain access into,so easy to infiltrate

The combination of the lock that gaurds my very being seems to be public knowledge

No longer does it seem to guard against the thieves of the world

Those that would gladly steal the last bit of my sanity


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I want to feel
Just not like this
Not this way
I want to luv
But not just to luv
But to be luved too
I want to care
But not only care
But also be cared for
I want a life
Just not this life
Not anymore
Not like it is
I want to be alive
But I don't want to live
Not like this
Not this way


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bustybettyboop 50F  
59325 posts
7/15/2006 3:51 am

those are all sooo beautiful!hugz,busty

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rm_saintlianna 45F
15466 posts
7/15/2006 1:03 pm

When you realize that you have no choice


itsall4you20053 56M/47F

7/15/2006 6:02 pm

What doesn't kill you only make use stronger. Whatever your struggle is do not fear it, embrace it and you will conquer it.


itsall4you20053 56M/47F

7/15/2006 6:07 pm

What doesn't kill you only make you stronger. Whatever your struggle is do not fear it, embrace it and you will conquer it.


Sweetpickles69 47F

7/17/2006 1:02 pm

I'm so glad you're still here! I was worried for a moment. You know you do have fans! I just love the way you have with words!

Peace & Blog On,
Pickles

Peace,
Pickles


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