My Heart...Me...  

PhattyChic 106F
14 posts
5/28/2005 7:54 am

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3/6/2006 4:16 am

My Heart...Me...

Sometimes I feel as if the hole in my heart will never mend. It's like this empty space of nothingness. A place where love, peace of mind, & trust used to be. I feel lost and like everyday I function as if I were walking in a daze. Forced to smile and pretend like everything is ok. As if I'm strong enough to overcome everything that's happened to me and the things that keep on happening. On the outside it looks like I'm a strong independent bitch, but on the heart is broken and my soul cries enough tears to fill the deepest well.

Sometimes I dream of a love that could make time stand still. A love like no other. Then I wake up and realize that it can never be anything but a dream. For a love like that would probably never have the patience for such a sad woman like me.

CuteAZguy27 39M
1545 posts
5/28/2005 10:31 am

*claps hands* thank you, im glad you shared the very feelings i do at times and now i know for a fact im not alone in these same feelings

GoddessOfTheDawn 105F
11240 posts
5/29/2005 4:36 am

Welcome to the land of blogs

The hole you describe can become bigger than life itself. And yes, it can be healed quickly by a loving soul who crosses your path. Daily chores can be done feeling like a zombie, not a feeling at all attached to it, but not forever.

I wish for you to find another love soon, one that will help you heal and see the bright sides of things again

cutecrip 47M

6/4/2005 3:49 pm

My suggestion is to seek out a friendship first before a love to help mend that void. Another relationship on a deep intimate level might prove more disasterous than beneficial. Remember, you're not alone with what you feel. Try to find a reason to smile everyday regardless of the mood you're in because it can help believe it or not.
Stay well, One love and God bless!

rm_safariduo 42M/39F
2 posts
6/20/2005 6:39 am

love yourself gal...take one day at a time and realize you are a good person worth loving. you have your faults...but so dos everyone else! Despite your faults your worth it..and someday someonw will see that. I had a relationship which killed alot of my self esteem, gal was very abusive, insulted and disrespected me...cheated on me and in the end dumped me. I was broken hearted, felt like the light had gone outtaa my life. But with time i realized i should never have allowed her to treat me that way. And i realized am a great guy, worth loving, who can be someone best thing since sliced bread...and that realization has made all the difference!

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